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2004-07-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

CUZ THIS IS WHERE I KNOW I BELONG.. so corny. haha.
i haf no idea why the fuck e stupid "somebody like u" song keeps repeating, but just heck it alright. so yupps, i tink this is gna be my last entry b4 i can actualli set up sth else.... but i still cant write or visit blogs in china, so yeah, dun bother tagging me or wdv cuz i wun reply. and how i m actualli writing this is cuz im in singapore!!! hahah!! yayyyy!!!!! finally!!! so happeeee. e daes were fun. went out like, everydae. first dae was with, yes of course, my BUTCH. then aftre that went out w emily n jojo to celebrate emi's bdae cuz shes such a great great great fren to haf of which i will love her to kingdom come. and i TINK i love jojo. ahaha! jojo is gna beat me for thissss.. but nvm. shall just threaten to kiss her since she cant stand it. or was it emily?/ hmm, i tink all of them cant stand me kissing them. hahahaahhaa. k la, shall save my kisses for some one else.. HMMPH. hahaha. wel, so first ting everytone will ask me ios like, hows china now n all. actualli. its fittig me pretty nicely. like, i actualli haf frens. 2 is a small no. but it will growwww. i hopee. haha. went back to skool omce n wil be doing so again, like, for e track meet thingy. thing is ive been running arnd in skool u n highlighted hair n ppl tink im some delinquent walking arnd orchard road at like, 12 pm waiting for my fren to meet me to go out. but im not, IM SUPER GUAI. i noe i can see emily puking away n butch is rolling her eyes, but nvm, i NOE i am. hahaha. mellie tinks so too. so there. hmmph. haha. ive takien so many neos i tink my eyes hurt alot. cuz mell just made me blow my whole account savings on them n wel, ive been taking neos everydae i went out. which mite explain y i left w hmmmm...... 18 bucks left?? after 150 was given to me on fridae. BUTCH YOU OWE ME 6 BUCKS. yes, so then, tt wld make it 24, not very helpful either but nvmm. feels great to be back tho sems lie noth;'s changed except my memory like i forget where is far east n all and all those kinda things. but at least i rmbr e buse n e mrts n err.. roads?? hahaha. i can rmbr some skools too!!! like e uniforms.. tho if i make a mistake, i haven been here for 2.5 mths. so forgive me. hahahah. am super sick now, caught a flu frm my bro. damn it. sore throat cldve killed me ytd, but its alright now. errr.. better at least. and my fever has gone after drinking sth tt tasted very much liek bonjela ice water. so yes, t is super gross. my 6610 konked out afte my first nite here, so whoopee, im stuck w a bloody 8210 which has martian language sometimes. so retarded. btu at least im not writing smses by editing e names n all. it was realli pathetic. and realli painful. actualli i realli wanan get off asap cux my bro;s comp can just pop up some porn stuff like, some spyware n all. n i get very VERY VERY SUPER disturbed by pron. i wouldn be able to sleep for nights n i mite even cry. how i noe i get disturbed by it is cuz it happend once i went to some bloody porn site by accident. and e memory is still very haunting. and most fguys wld not agree w me tt its haunting except desmond. cuz he;s gay. hahahahahaha. he;s actualli grossed out by it!!! hahaha. so cute. stupid guy. lol. ARRHHHH, so close. some bloody pron thing almost appeared. ok, maybe if i stop taling abt it, it will just go away. *breathes in heavily* ok, so yes, zara fetcehed me at e airport looking like a cheerleader. wel, she has e body la. *looks at mine* hmm. shant depress myself any furtherr. haha. AND JON, SHE IS PRETTY OK. ZUL SAID SO TOO. JON HAS BAD TASTE. and wel, i haven seen benny chan very recently, hahahah, my fav actor.. s handsomeeeee... hahah, k, but i tink i need to go buy mr cheena vcds. hahahahha. siggghs. i wonder if he;s till w charmaine sheh or sthh. im jealous. x( hahahaha. oh, butch n i r suppose to get these rings, but like, we;re pretty poor.... hmmmm, and then desmond has seriousli gotten gay. so stay away frm him. he keeps telling me duno which fugly guy is handsome n bla bla. so gay. tskkkk. and i must say tt i actualli tink its not bad w nmake up after all. hahaha. BUTCH LOOKS SUPER GOOD IN IT. well, she has e eyelashes n all. i haf like.... NOTHING?? so yeah, i tink being naturally ugly migt be better. hahaha. MAGGY HAS BRACES. wow. so a lil bit has changed. she looks... a lil weird i must say. i dunno whyy, but a lil weird, and so, i dun feel like weraing braces... maybe not straightening me teeth is alright la horr.... errr.... yeahhhh..... saw fang!! she cut her hair, AGAIN. btu still as pretty, still as admired, still as liked. and i love her. hahaha. so i must bring her out one dae when she;s not on prefect duty. she has this realli super morbid sense of hunoure, and is like, all e tchers liek her. but, she;'s e greatest prefect of all time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she alwaes lets me wear wrong coloured hairbands n not care and lets me bring food backt o class. i love u fang. hahahahha. and i havenm sen jar or zoe, but i shall soon. track meet thigy is coming up, maybe i can go fine them in skol b4 that or sth uinless they got f and n and art or wdv.... but i doubt it. my face is beter now, not cracking up as much as it did in china. so it actualli looks joined tgthr by now. hahahaha. i need clothes but am super broke.. i tink i shld proly just go back to china n buy nmore lian stuff.. haha. i bot a mini skrt, but i realised... its reali too mini... and its frightening... very frightening.... maybe ill throw it away or sth. i ges i am still very conservative. hahahah. haven watched spider man 2 btu haf watched mean girls!!! its relali good. hahahah. makes me wonder how itll be lie in my new skool..... sighh, im relali scared to go to skool now.... i mean, haixxxx. maybe ill be someone un noticed again. n tt will be good. yes. hahahah. tt will be super good. k. goin out alr, so cant type alot. plus i dun wnana look at porn. or wdv is gna pop up on e bloody screen. love lots everyone!! (: and u can contact me at my same old no. anytime but ill be sleeping till ten. hahahahahaha. NO SKOOL FER ME. but dun worry, ull be doing tt to me in dec when i haf skool n u all end skool on oct 31. see. revenge is sweet afterall. hahaha. byes!

2004-06-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Somebody Like You
There's a new wind blowin' like I've never known.
I'm breathin' deeper than I've ever done.
And it sure feels good, to finally feel the way I do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

An' I'm lettin' go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do, mmm, mmm.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

Yeah, I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shinin' down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
You let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do.

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2004-06-11T19:39:00.000+08:00
Somebody Like You
There's a new wind blowin' like I've never known.
I'm breathin' deeper than I've ever done.
And it sure feels good, to finally feel the way I do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

An' I'm lettin' go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do, mmm, mmm.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

Yeah, I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shinin' down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
You let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do.

I used to run in circles goin' no-where fast.miss... miss...
me: ya?
voice: milo bar *throw*
me: *catch. stunned*

i'm flabbergasted by this point. And then before i leave, i'm slipped a box of Fox candy. are all delivery men this nice?

2. I also look poor.

lady at the lift: (in hokkien) miss you have phone?
me: ya
lady at the lift: (in hokkien) can make a call for me?
me: ...?
lady at the life: (in chinese) you dont understand hokkien?
me: *shake head*

so she asks me to make a call to a friend at my block for her. i oblige.

lady at the lift: miss, i pay you!
me: ...?!
lady at the lift: 5 dollars!
me: ....?!

5 bucks for a call. i should stand around public telephones from now on.

understand hokkien?
me: *shake head*

so she asks me to make a call to a friend at my block for her. i oblige.

lady at the lift: miss, i pay you!
me: ...?!
lady at the lift: 5 dollars!
me: ....?!

5 bucks for a call. i should stand around public telephones from now on.

2004-06-03T14:59:00.000+08:00
you wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to goim stuck in this stupid place in china called guangzhou, and this stupid place bans me frm reading blogs cuz tt mite influence me to go against e ctry n write bad stuff abt e ctry cuz its all communist like n all tt crap. hmm.. then how comne i can get here?? bloody useless idiots. and if i can get here, y cant i read other ppl's blogs!? bloody shit.. its not like i can influence them to get all anti communist, which i am, and most or all singaporeans are anywae.. and then my computer just has to haf a new adsl modem which works for fuck and i cant even get to hotmail but i can get to this website which they ban! WAD THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH CHINA!!!!!! *heaves realli heavily* im ok now...i tink. but dun worry. this comp will just kill me frm mental exhaustion and anger anytime soon. yupps, so anywaes. my ousins n uncle n aunty n bro just went back to singapore..i miss them so much... esp zara.. this is e first time ive ever missed her since we've been going for holidaes since i can rmbr. ): and my chek... and my brother... haix~ of course i can rmmbr all those times zara n gordon watched vcds here like crazee and the qian long ending was like shit.. and how zara n i bargained for tt adidas bag n how scared we'd be at nite cuz of all e ghost stories jeremy told us ( thanks alot jeremy )x ) and we'd snuggle up so closely and keep our eyes shut so we wun see any "ghosts"..haha~ yeah.then how me n zara wld shop for stuff for me bro.. how we talked abt ugly guys n all that.. how she managed to make me wake up in e afternoon for e first time in my life.. (: those daes were fun.. but u noe what they say, time files when u're having fun. damn philosophy. wel, thruout their holidae here, it was realli fun. haha! i cut my hair n highlighted it a lil.. but its pretty much faded by now.. and we went to e hot springs! but it was unisex.. so no one was naked~ which wld b good cuz e men there wld haf been blinded by my ugly flat body n get paralysed by now. then me n zara went for sauna cuz we both put on weight.. which is, yes, bad. but e sauna was, yes, worse. we almost died of suffocation in a 70 degrees celsius room and tho we weren hot, we were sweating buckets. thn of course we couln realli take not breathing proper air, and we got out in 15 mins.. and our record of wieghr loss is.. 0.5kg. so thus conclusion is : dun waste ur tim in a bloody sauna, lose weight by sweating n being able to breathe at e same time.. which is.. for good n bad, exercise. anywaes, just for e heck of it, my cousin n i waxed out eyebrows.. not painful~ not effective either. i look exactly e same, and so does she. so basically, dun come to china if u wanna look good, e ppl here look so bad, u tink they din run plastic surgery here. onli come to guangzhou for food n shopping... cuz even tho they rip u off. they tend to forget ure frm singapore anywae.. and its still alotttt cheaper. but just for e heck of it, bargain like hell. ud find e experience most rewarding, and if u get a scar on ur butt if u get thrown out of e store, tts also alrite, u get a story to tel ur kids when u grow up, if they wanna listen to u~ then zarie got e fever here on her last nite.. so we were freaking out pretty badly if she couldn get past e thermal scanners. part of me wanted her to pass, n part of me din realli wnna... but i figured she'd hate guangzhou so much she wouldn wanna come here anymr if she had to go hospital here.. then id b even lonelier.. i tink this is like.. e closest ive been with my cousin since we were born.. and that kinda just makes me cherish her more... i wish they'd all come back~ china sucks u noe that. its like ppl wld go "lets go australia n on e way we can visit huever stays there!its gonna b so fun!" no person in their right mind wld go "lets go to guangzhou where its almost totallu sars infected and visit sam n do nothing there but figure out wad theyre saying in canto n notice how well they ty to rip us off and if we realli need it that badly, we can stay there longer and prolly die of sars too!its gonna be so much fun!" yeah.. right... but my aunty n uncle wanna come back cuz they speak canto n dun get ripped off.. so they wanna come back n shop~ tt mite b good. i wish i cld just return to singapore tho.. i dun haf to worry abt getting kidnapped half the time n ppl asking for ransome of a 10 yr old gal... ive finished all my vcds, and my comp has a prob.. i dun realli haf much to look forward to realli.. excpt wait to return to singapire.. which wld b in dec.. that doesn help very much.. all in all.. i wanan get out of here. i miss my family so much. now i noe y they say blood runs thicker than water.. ultimately, i dun tink id ever haf been able to last for this month w.o them... my bro's coming back in nov.. i hope his business starts off realli well and he makes a bundle, id be so happy for him.. cuz if not, he'd kill me for suggesting to buy those stuff to sell.. haha. i cant wait for jik they all to get here too.. or just waiting my life away to start skool at least. hmmm... (and no charleen, im still not stalking e ang mohs.) haaha.. u noe, they sais its not good to live in e past, but its pretty hard to move on if ure in such a backward ctry... and id onli be willing to be happy if i was back in singapore.. and im still counting the dae as they go by...

and it's ok if you had to go away
oh, just remember the telephone
well they're working it both ways
but if i never ever hear them ring
if nothing else i think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's ok
cause i'll remember everything you sang

2004-05-27T17:28:00.000+08:00
u drive me crazy
fine desmond! i'll write i'll write! hahahha. force me sommr! im ur mother kaye. hmph~ kaes, so anywaes, im sure alot of ppl wanna noe wad ive been up to here in china and whether its nice n all~ but just so u all rmbr (to ppl hu haf been asking me how shanghai is, im sorry i wouldn noe..) im in bloody GUANGZHOU kayes?? so stop asking me if shanghai is cold unless u pay me 200 bucks to fly there n find out. tho heh, u noe, i realli dun mind. anywhere is better than ths shit hole. and i bet shanghai has roxy~ ): oh yeah oh yeah! i got benny chan vcd!!!!! hahah. in ur face petrina ng! x) and he;s like e emperor n all... this emperor noes kung fu!!! so cool! hahahhaha!and e gal he likes is like.. sooo pretty!i just wish they din dub it in chinese then i can hear his real voice n i can drool over him... hahahah.im trying to look for his photo online.. but to no avail. haix.. ): sad sad me. hahahah. i shall go ask my beauty where she get her pics frm~ but in e show rite he's like.. half botak w e long ponytail behind kind... u noe rite?? then its so ugly. but nvm.. i still love him. hahahah! x) alrite alrite, enuff benny chan time spent b4 u all get off my blog... anywaes, im talking to charleen now and shes mad... cuz i told her i saw 2 cute ang mo guys hu lives mear me now.. and theni saaid i cant be boithered abt guys now, and she tinks im mad n shes trying to brainwash me to stalk them... gee... tt gal's got a serious problem w ang mo guys...she even scolded me when i told her i will reject huever goes after me! crazee gal! hahahha~ madness.. but anywaes, ive been to my skool already~ and they all look like rather nice ppl... and its realli not like lizzie mcguire series type clothes, ud b amazed at how simple it can b. realli. so simple to e fact tt they wear pants to half their asses during summer time, which is aug when i start skool. and b4 guys get stupid ideas, im not taking photos even if u pay me.. talk abt paying me.. we're talking abt how much?? hahhaha. sorry. munny makes e world go rnd doesn it. hahah. so if ure paying me.. hahha, be prepared to pay for e price if i get sued for sexual harrassment k? but the gals their r like... realli UNflat. as percompared to me.... u see, i can b otherwise categorised under household appliances-scrubbing board. or i can fit a tile in a airport runway...so in case anyone needs me for any of those, im looking for a job kayes!!! hahaha. im so scared to start skool, but in honour of st nix, i shall wear my pe clothes! hahahah! at least tt wae, i wun b judged on my clothes, cuz its skool u after all.. then i can slowly see wad they wear.. n decide. im smart huh! hahah! i noe i noe.. no need to tell me.. haha. -rotten tomatoes thrown at me- tsk.. jealousy... hahaha. okies okies..enuff shit,first week update- i got high fever n sore throat n saw a bloody doc for 400 sing bucks. like, hello! i can go back to singapore for 300 and see a doctor for 20 man! butof course id hafta figure a way to get back to singapore w high fever, and yes, e best ctry to have travvelled to, guangzhou. arh!!!! im going mad!!! then second week got better cuz i got my 8 immortakls vcds... then watch till 3rd week.. then.. i got my benny chan one!!!! heee!!! im watching it e 2nd time liaos!!!! so handsome!!! *ahem* right.. but ui noe, i told my bro (yes,just let me talk abt him a lil whilr mr la....) tt i will marry benny chan, and he tell me go n die.. so sad. wad kinda of brother.. waaah~ so then my relatives came n we did sooooo much shopping! hahhaah! then i got my wall pasted w all my cards n photos.. then all fall out.. so sad.. now i gotta go n paste them back all over again~ bahhh.. hahahah! now me n desmond betting! if i lose i hafta kiss a guy! poor guy... poor poor guy... hahahah! but ill win! and ill get edo sushi meals... yayee. x)) now waiting for my relatives to come back frm homg kong to get back here.. i missie them loadies! i miss my butch!!! butch,where for art thou butch! im so sad n depressed... mum asking me to go.. shall tink of mr stuff to type tmr yeah! buayyessss~*

2004-04-26T16:19:00.000+08:00
i'd do anything- simple plan- to green house, sjen, and baby
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

2004-04-26T15:49:00.000+08:00
i miss YOU- blink 182
hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim
of darkness in the valley, we can live like jack and sally
if we want, where you can alwaes find me
we'll have halloween on christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
wish this never ends
( miss you miss you miss you)

where are you, and im so sorry
i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness, comes creeping on,
so haunting everytime
and as i stared i counted
webs from all the spiders,
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

dont waste your time on me
you're already the voice inside my head
I MISS YOU

2004-04-26T15:40:00.000+08:00
i miss you
hey ho wadaya noe, so i haven written for a realli long time as u all can see but i decided to turn over a new leaf and be a realli good gal n write. either that or i just feel like writing. i tink i just feel like writing. time has passed so fast and its slipping thru my fingers faster than the finest sand could ever even try to.. and then memories flash past faster than e raging rapids.. then these drops of salt water that drip down my face, i noe not why they fall, for all i can keep are happy thots in my mind.. then yet why do i feel so miserabble.. maybe its cuz.. i just cant let go of these things im clinging on so tightly to.. i ges.. haix.. so many things haf happened, n i haven written for so long cuz ive been so busy w cheer n all.. but i shall just write here b4 i lose e chance to type in singapore since im leaving this sundae. pretty unbelievable tt time passes so fast rite? haix.. sports dae.. it was great. i had fun, and yes, so wad if green house loast, we still made history? or maybe im just bullshitting to make myself feel better abt wad crap ive done.. like fall off e pyramid? why do i keep falling off stupid pyramids? this is so not e first fucking time. i nv tot i'dve cried that much that nite.. when we knew we wre last.. shock did sink in.. then i just broke down when ui saw yoshika cry and everyone was so depressed.. even the winners were crying.. and somehow.. it made me tink, so yes.. we lost, but tp see everyone hugging n crying, onli then did i feel e spirit of st nix. combined cheer realli rocked. one pyramid i din fall off frm.. ahaha. green house still rocks e most, n i tink we were great, just so happens.. the rest were better. i feel realli bad to my captain cuz she.. haix.. i dunno how to say it also lah.. i knew she was realli trying so hard to prevent this, but some things.. u just cant change them. but i got some photod of sports dae i shall upload when im in china.. china sux. booooo. it was fun, to run arnd in a different costume frm every1 else actuali.. u feel.. somewad.. special? perks of being a cheerleader i ges?? ahah. better than staying back to dance dae n nite.. budden.. i lost so much weight! i miss cheer! n i tink my pe teacher hates me cuz i skipped so much pe. she tinks im a lazy ass slacker. hey, so maybe teachers do noe everythng. miss oh sucks. just to everyone, her temper's been realli fucked up lately, n i shall talk abt mrs yeo now. she is a bloody ass mutther fuckker for taking away my handphone. bitch, i was supposed to stop skool last week! not tmr! bloody shit tpad brain w too much mascara. i hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u. just so u noe.. i mean, in case i din mention it, i hate u to my guts!!!! made me feel so disabled for 4 daes.. and then baby's hp gets confiscated too.. and then.. i miss him sooooooo much! but jon cheered me up dinch u jon? ahahha. thx sooo much dearie. thx soo much. ahahah. tonite got my show! then can see benny chan!!! he's so goodlooking! but then, in e show, gao er sucks. how can u go n fall for murong xue! how how how! wad abt biyao! wad abt...ME!!??!! i mean, ok, so u dun even noe i exist, but still.. i just hope u noe, i love u benny!! ahahaha. but ur character in e show still sucks. pls go n kill murong xue. she's too ugly to b ur wife! and biyao is sooo much better! and how can u kiss her for so long!!! wad abt me!!!!! im so hurt. waaaahhh. i shall tell u, u hurt my fren n me w ur stupid kissing. x( but im forgiving.. n i still love u.. cuz im a superficial shit. even tho jojo tinks ure ugly, i dunch care. she liked u last time oso mahh.. keep criticising me. but ill prolly nv get to see u in my life cuz ure a bloody hong kong actor. hahha. i tink my mum was rite, im obsessed.. ahaha. oh wel, its still for a good cause. but wad abt biyao... she's so poor thing.. stupid li longji.. then in e end u go n fall for yang gui fei hu's some fat bitch! wads ur prob man! hmmmmppppphhhhh. tt isnt in e show but its still real history.. just so u all noe. haha. i very lazy now.. so i shall type ltr tonite! byebye! muackks.

2004-03-24T10:58:00.000+08:00
they said when u were born, the doctor slapped ur mama
ahahah! its frm tt mr personality song ive been dancing too for ages n ages! im so sick of it. wel, ok, not realli. e song's damn farnie. its sth like "they call u mr personality cuz ure so ugly, mr personality, ure so ugly! they said that when u were born, the doctor slappped ur mama! is that your face or did ur neck just throw up!" ahaha. kk, its mean, makes me tink abt william hung, but hey, its just a cheerleading song, n i tink its kinda funny. so tired now. am sick todae frm last nite to this morn, couldn slep till 3 am! and i tink i just rilled arnd in pain for e whole entire nite, that was e greatest nite ever. not. k anywaes, ytd me n tiffy went back to my old condo, thomson grove. then we saw like, my name witten everywhere n stuff, this gal seemed realli bad tho, this sam person. she killed like, a guy? or prob just reallli scrwed him upside down. ot tt we wanna noe do we. haah. then we went to e pool. i took off my pinafore and waded in e baby pool, n then, i just couldn resist it, i jumped into e adult pool! god, its sooooo cooling! n niceeee.. ahahah. then my whole pe shirt was wett. yupps. could see thru. so gross. stupid pe shirt. then guys were passing, n tiffy said the were gals so i din care, then they were guys!!! stupid tiffy! luckily, n hopefully, they did not see anytng. not that theres anytng to see anyw. then me n tiffy went to play at e playgrnd, got some snacks and walked out. i was so dripping wet! when we reahcd back to skool for cheerleading, i told pple i swam n they din believe me! ahah. wel, tiffy's my witness. jill said i was mad, nah. im just a lil unwell. hahah. danced quite a lot for non pom, n i got to drill! now i noe y jill does it. its kinda fun actualli. just tt i feel kinda bad telling ppl wad they do wrong. n prolly i haven been in cheer for tt long, but i tink we're pretty good now, tho at times we realli do look abit shitty, or very very shitty. which im sure jill agrees. cuz she wansta win. argh!! combined house! i haven learnt red house one yet! n i can hardly rmbr yellow house's one! im deda im dead im dead. but now theyre all learning green house one. ahahaha. for once i dun feel like the idiot learning, i can to teach! like how often does tt hapen? haha. so its a goodie thing. lucky judging or vetting not tdae, im sick. lucky iots not todae, or jill will kill me. haix.. printed out my house cheer, for nothing! stayed up all nite to do work, for nting! at least.. no maths todae! no maths todae! no science todae! no science toidae! mrs tan n mrs yeo hate me. but tts ok, i dun lurve them. fuck u two if u 2 can read this. mrs yeo, i understand y u hate me, i haven handed in prolly mr than 10 wrksheets. nnoe wad, i dun giv a amn. so go jump off a building. and mrs tan. hu noes wtf i did to u. u used to just ignore me, but now u keep picking on me. like, wtf is ur prob dude! u were teachinh and asking us to write our notes. i was looking for my notes, n u scolded me and said u were teaching. yeah DUH thats y i was looking for my notes rite. ure such a piece of shit. i haf no idea w3ad i did to u. but i will soon if u continue treaing me like dirt. bitch.sorry. am just damn pissed lah hor. been keeping it inside for damn long. HAPPY ONE DAY LATE B'DAE JON! din write ytd cuz i was too lazy. hope u had a great bdae anyw. love u lots dear. lemme think if theres anymr to bitch abt skool. yes, i feel like killing YOU i wun say hu YOU are, but im just this - close to punching ur face in. YOU prolly wun read this, but just so i can let it all out. i HATE YOU. ok, not so strong, I TOTALLY CANNOT STAND UR FACE, if i had a chance, YOUd be going for major surgery to join ur whole bloody stinky body back together. HEAR ME!!!! ok. am done screaming. sorry. i told u, i m very very angry. been keeping this for v long. tiffy noes hu i am talking abt dun u tiffy. hahah. k. cheena high boys are outta our skool and are at home tightening their short teeny weeny pants and making them fit higher up to their ribcages now n are enjoying sucking back up and kissing their tchers asses again. god for u. now i noe y u all are so stinky. keep kissing ppl's asses. sick shits. cant stand u all. kk, not all cheena high boys. just those hu came our skool, just freaking stay out. my sleepover din work out as planned. every1 couldn come, n i was too lazy to plan! ahaha. hu cares. went out w jon n got a new wallet! yayies. watched e eye n big fish. big fish is good, but e eye just sucks. n yes, i hate u for eternity vishnu. nigel kept laughing at e movie?? its a stopid ghost story for crying out loud man! kaes, but he did make it kinda funny i ges. n i ate loads of pasta ova e hols. jon treated me n i ate it w wini on sat. wini darl, pls go get e wallet too! pls pls pls!~ ahahha.oh yeah! sat i went 50 mins late for cat class! ahaha! me n butch walked in n every1 was... staring? k. it was so not my fault. it was butch! stoopid woman made me go to bedok, at 3 55, so reached at 4 55 at class. and she still wanted to go toilet! argh! k.. so did i actualli. nature calls. hahas. wel, we stayed in class n almost got bored to death by drama mama. then we left n me n mel went to thomson to eat kfc! i swear im gonna get fat if i go out w mel. she alwaes makes me wanna eat. stoopid woman. alwaes go broke on food when im w her, hmph. wini oso another one. u 2 ah. pay for my marie france fees i tell u. haha. took so many neos w gift. so funny. we look so funny! so fun! left skool early to take. haha. now i haf so many many neos. w wini, n ling, n butch n char, n now, gift. hey, tt suddenly sounds like alot! ahahah. e hols haf been so fun! hahah. shall go add chou ying now. i tink ive written too much. shall go off. bye everyone, lurve ya loads!

2004-03-07T00:05:00.000+08:00
for *you*
You're the kind of friend who always bends when I'm broken
Like remember when
You took my heart and put it back together again

I've been wasting time with clueless guys
But now it's over
Let me tell you why
I'm through
I've meet someone new
Just like you

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're the kind of guy who's hands and mind send shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart and put it back together again

You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn
You've been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't i see

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's Automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

[Guitar Playing]

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
You're it
You're the ultimate
It's Automatic.
I'm sure of it
No lie
So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate, you

You're it
You're the ultimate, you....

2004-03-06T23:42:00.000+08:00
joke for e dae: patience may not alwaes b a good thing~
One day, a farmer on vacation got stranded on a deserted island. The only thing he saved was a piece of rope, a sheep and a dog. Days went by and after a while, he was starting to dream about women. After giving it some thought, he tied the sheep to a tree. The only problem was, every time he tried to get close to it, the dog would attack him. The same thing kept happening until one day, the man heard a woman screaming. He rushed to the other side of the island and saw this beautiful woman about to drown. He jumped into the water and dragged her to safety on the beach. Once she got her breath back, she exclaimed, "You saved my life! How can I pay you back?" He replied quickly, "Here, hold my dog for a moment!"

funny huh. took it frm a blog. lingy poo intro-ed to me. ahahahahha. dun puke yeah. hahahaha

2004-03-06T23:38:00.000+08:00
happy birthdae nigel dearest!
haix... so sorry i couldn go out w u all... had to go for my cousin's bdae.... quite ok lahh ate so much.. like i alwaes do. now im seriousli gonna get soooooooo fattt. heeyer. can u imagine me fat. oh. wait. u dun hafta. i am already fat. so saddening. my bro thinks im weird. but tt sok. its not as tho he's damn normal. i want a tatoo abv my ass! k.. tt was random. hahah, but i do. i wan a heart, and it saes, i love me. or i can just haf realli nice font of "sam joy" hahahha.. so cool! i will do that. hahah. ling n i were talking so much tonite.. esp abt my over dramatic cat class tcher. hahaha.. u shld watch him. he's so damn hilarious siahh. wel, anyw, after lunch todae... met mel, charissa, char, char n irritating woman cuz she's so pretty (zhi xuan) i tink.. or sth. k. i busted my pocket. i so did. i bot a stussy bag for 40 bucks, i bot a realli nice skull shirt which my parents do not like, but since i alwaes sae it, i shall say it , fuck it.i like e shirt, i bot it, i want it, therefore i shall wear it. who;s gonna stop it huh. none of u can stop me, unless e shirt gets thrown away. which i bet it will b soon enuff cuz my mum's gonna see it sooner or ltr. dad saes to avoid tt, muct put in plastic bag, get out of mum's sight, run to toilet, put it on, and run away frm them hahahah. dad rocks! my daddy rocks! i love him!!! muackks. hahah- daddy allows me to wear tt shirt tmr! yayies to meeeeee~ i finally saw e guy mel likes. he's shorter than her, n yeah, not bad looking. his hair is nice. beats andrew's by a ton a million. plus andrew is a mother effer lahh. hu care him. treat my butch tt way. wanna die issit. cant stand him. anyw, ate hamburger in class todae. so funny. drama mama man.. hahahahaha. tt guy shld seriousli go n audit for bollywood or sth. and dance arnd e coconut tree... eh hehehh. he n his ghost looking wife. makes me look like supermodel. cant stand both their faces. so scary. but maybe he loks quite ok lahh,, so funny cuz he looks so stoopid. charissa was taking a video of me n mel todae, n i was like "this is for mel!" n pointed my middle finger. n mel was like, pointing three fingers up, and said "this is for sam! read in between e lines!!!" hahahahha. shall not call mel butch anymr... shall call her bitch. hahahahha. so farnie......my darling mel.. dun get angry yeah. i wurves u. yeah, wel, me n daf ran out of cat class todae. saw poser guy. god, he;s sooo goodlooking. hahahha. zul n jon, no need to get jealous. im a big hunko love. kiddin. mel gave him 8/10/ not bad. considering she gave all my other guys hu i said tt were cute 1/0 and e highest i reached was 2/10, and lowest was -100/10. k. fine,this guy broke e record. if onli he knew tt~ ahahahahahahahahahha~ kiddin. but haix. so unattainable. he's sec 2, but love conquers all rite. nahh. i dun love him. yeah. oh wel. leaving for cheena anyw. shall stay a swingin single yeah.~ or maybe not. haha. i love u all. muackkkkkkks. liverpool is winning! yay!~ ahahahah. nitey nite

2004-03-05T13:20:00.000+08:00
100 years
seems like it doesn’t it for all e time I din blog… but i dun realli tink anyone actualli reads them anywaes.. but just for e sake of it sice im sick w this dumb thing in my tummy.. i tink its gastritis.. again. yes i noe.. again. sucks saehh. i tink i over exerted at cheerleading ytd and under ate ytd.. haix. cant b wad. i ate mr dan wad i used to eat when i had gastrit e other time.. ehh?? hmms... -gulp- hope it aint appendicitis. am stuck at home doing dum hmwrk.. am so so so tired.. cant help pet w her gessbook.. she din gv me e bloody password. dum gal. now how m i supposed to help her. maybe i can go her house again! YAYIES. riiight, like my parents will allow. ive bee going out every sat ever since i changed cat class n had cheerleading.. but i realli hope to go out tmr anyw... i wanna buy me clothes n takie neos w char b4 i leave. Stoopid char lost our last neoprint lahh. Haix.. I cant stand her noe. Her art is soooooo bloody good. Every time I look at her.. I seriousli cringe n throw ,yself into this bin called "totally stamped on, Trodden on n seriousli demoralised pple" yupp. U can find me there every weds frm 230-6 pm.. uh-hmm.. yupyupps. N I hate this dum bitch, stupid tudong woman. Scolded me just cuz I dunno how to use sum dum hdb lift!? Like WADEVER, I dun even live in a hdb can. N my condo lift works fine. Not like ur lift. Its just as retarded as u! hmph~ kk.. manybe I quarelled too much w her cuz e next guy hu walked into e lift looked pretty dran freaked. Haha. Not my tai ji. Is that how u spell it? Oh phooey. Who cares lahh..sorry zuliee, so sorry I haven been calling u! sorry dear. I love u loads yeah. Shall call u tonite anyw. Hahas. So stay by ur phone! If ure not too tired after rugby. Anywaes, I read abt ur game on ur blog. Great job guys! Hahah.. now back to my life.. quite saddeningly.. yeah. Wad jill said is troo… loads say green house is gonna die this yr, and we’re so far proving them rite. N I do wanna win too. I dun want all my training to go to waste, but then again., its not realli a waste. I made so many new frens hu I realli love, many I cant bear to forget.. this year's been real great.. its such a pity im leaving… so many ppl r telling me not to leave.. I wish not too guys.. I wish not too… but for all my pals hu I love most.. I just want u all to noe that I love u all…. So much. School’s so stressful now. Feel like killing myself. Hahah.. went for medical checkup n 6 injections… pretty cool yeah. Hahah. I tot so tooo. N thx jill for e chocolate..hehs. dun wanna take e risk of my dad finding out im writing this.. so I better go now! Byes

2004-03-05T13:18:00.000+08:00
k... i noe this song is realli old and passe.. but if u just read e words.. they do mean alot.. and wel, here's all e pple i love : pet, mel, char, cow, ruij, wini, jon, ning ning, zul, nigel, vish.. n every one else hu i din mention~ and here's to all of u. i love u all

[ graduation ]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

2004-02-28T13:36:00.000+08:00
fighter
hey haye.. am at pet's house now...e pet tht i like at least...yupps... i noe i haven written for a ver very long time.. but heck it.. am helping herw her blog.. n waiting for her to rmbe her password!??kk.. i am a ver nice person.. shall wait.. ahaha... so tired after practice todae.. now pet's playing w my phone.. shld i play street fighter w her..??? hmmmm... depends. if she's not using that stupid fat ss again that killed me ninja fighter!!!! bleahs. i hate u pet

2004-02-08T20:37:00.000+08:00
she bangs
k.. i noe this is a damn popular phrase rite now cuz of that poor william hung guy... sigh... i realli hafta admit, that guy cant dance for shit.. but he can sing pretty well.. its realli not that bad! n i tink he resembles yan bao bao... n i miss yan bao bao.. so i ges i felt realli sad seeing william hung like.. so disappointed.. cuz hey, we made yan bao bao cry quite a few times too... n we do feel bad! its worse.. cuz he's a guy crying n all.. so poor thing. i love simon, but i ges he's kinda harsh to say all that.. but it was pretty funny.. poor will.. haix. n yes, i admit i luffed my ass off... i still feel bad! realli!! .. heh... *awkward silence* kk.. moving on. ges wad!jude said im fast, agile n flexible! hahah. nahh.. actualli he just said tt to generalise left backs.. which i am.. dun tink he meant me tho.. oh wel. a lil self confidence wun kill. arh!!! cheerleading is sooo killing me! im so tired.. n todae i fell sick.. maybe i did over exert myself w hockey on one dae n cheerleading e next... haix.. couldn breathe in church at all... but i went out on sat.! went to eat swensens! sumone owes me munny. n that sumone better return it. u now hu u r... ahahha. cat class was so lame can! we din even do anytng n i was abt to die inside there. n my mum din believe me that my cat class ended early! gosh... i met burden again! hu's actualli jas.. she's so funny... noe wad. e distributor for my face wash just stopped distributing! ok.. so not many noe wad phisohex is... but its still good. it realli is. it just aint all commercialised like clean n clear, n next dae, wham, i break out. i hate clean n clear, FOREVER. i finally tot of wad to get for valentines dae... to gif me frens.. its my last secobdary valentines here after all. lets just make it worth it. anywae.. noe wad! my design for cheerleading costume was chosen.. so happie~ heh.. am i being too ego?? fine. i wun talk abt it den.. n cheerleading must pluck eyebrow! hu sae one.... im *gulp* actualli pretty freaked. its my first step to being a vain, bimbotic, self absorbed woman of e 21st century. or maybe i stretch e trooth.. but its still troo! i dun wanna carry e title of a bimbo for all my life! being a cheerleader already does that for me!!! sighs... sumone pls pls help me... niwaes, hope tiffy's better. she's sick too. n i can hardly rmbr e cheerleading moves. am seriousli too tired to care. stupid clement tan is a lazy ass tcher. anywae... am still contemplating abt cheerleading on valentines dae... should i go...?? for both? or skip one... haix... valentines dae aint real.. its all infatuation, i noe, but thats wad makes life worth living for aint it... im so confused. n sick. n tired.... 4 tests next week. im so dead beat.. sighh...

2004-02-02T13:40:00.000+08:00
happy together
Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
Ta think about the girl(in my case..guy) you love,
and hold her(/him) tight.
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world would be
So very fine
So happy together

I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It has to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

2004-02-02T13:04:00.000+08:00
sammie's a very tired lil gal
haix... so tired. been trying to figure out e cheerleading moves.. n yupp~ ure so rite. i keep failing. wrong direction, wrong hand movement, jumps at wrong times... im so condemned. pffft. whu said gals were all that when they can multitask. thats bull. whuever said tt shld die. u noe how pressurizing it is on a gal just to live up to that standard!? ahaha.. tho we do well everytime... unlike e male species.. hahah.. dun worry zul.. ure still a woman to me.. hahahah. dun kill me.. anywaes.. just found my white skirt again! yayies.. been looking since dunno when. i tink ive lost weight... yay!!! cuz e skirt seems alot bigger than when i first wore it.. realli... or then again. maybe ive just shrunk. shouldi quit hockey n haf no cca? im kinda contemplating, yeah. maybe i will. then i just dun join anytng since im leaving anyw. i'll go talk to miss oh. cuz seriousli... its so stressful when u realli haf no liking for it anymr.. like mel.... actualli.. i ges jude just makes everythng suck. its called a game for e reason. to haf fun. wads e use if u haf no fun n everyone jst tries to beat each other? its so meaningless... dare i say it.. its so fucking lame. i hate hockey cca. it sucks. i feel no joy coming frm e faces of pple, all i hear are shouts, complaints.. and anger. our team is to e dirt. maybe im just angry.. but hu cares. i wanan go mtv asia awards! i wanna see michelle branch!!! she;s my fav singer! n my idol... hahah. but i realli doubt tt i will. oh wel~ hee. my ulcer is finally healing.. after one week. its so painful.. waaah... pity me.. i can hardly eat.. so saddening.. i wanan go shopping! but wini got grounded.. talking to her father so scarie.... he has this accent thingy, but he's actualli nice.. but i just dun feel very comfy talking to adults... theyre such a weird bunch o pple. im bored bored bored.... wanna go out w wini!!!!!! but hafta study n do stoopid potato project. sucky. i hate my life.. so stressful. plus im going to china! i no wanna go... someone pls help me. i dun wanna get bird flu... uncle said i shld buck up on work.. mayeb i shld... sigh. i'll go lull into depression now again.. good bye sad world...

2004-02-02T12:21:00.000+08:00
happy valentines dae.. or to be coming...
dun tink will b writing her on valentine's dae.... due to 2 reasons which im trying to decide on.. should i go for cheerleading practise like i wld b for wednesdae, thursdae, n supposedly mondae...but due to hari raya or wdv it is.. so cannot.. but shld i go for this saturdae too? or go out for my very first n prob last valentine's dae since im such a loser......haix... but truthfully.. cheerleading is fun n all.. if u dun get screamed at and scolded n get realli demoralised... but its a pretty fun wae of losing weight! hahahs. i dunno.. plus cat class.. i nv realli liked cat class. maybe shld just skip it...heh heh heh... nah. wait i get struck by lightning.. but still... its so weird.. but i noe im gonnna bust on this cheerleading thing. 60 bucks for an outfit... and 40 for converse sneakers!? or more even... hai hai... im feeling so... weird... i want to b a cheerleader.. n i half dun... wish someone wld help me......

2004-01-30T18:12:00.000+08:00
wherever you will go
So lately
been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could
then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe
I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you
to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could
then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now
just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart
in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could
then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

2004-01-30T17:10:00.000+08:00
i wish
lately, ive been realli busy or havent been bothered to realli write in. this new yr's kinda taking a toll on me.. i dun realli noe how to explain things..but they seem to explain themselves to me.. and when i do understand, i seem to forget so easily, then i break down n cry.. china seems so far away.. i start to appreciate lil things arnd me.. like my frens.. those close to me.. and everythng i can prob get hold of to keep in my memory.. sure, i'll come back every 6 months or so, to see just how much has changed.. and realise i wasnt there when it was in the process of it.. and i sigh.. i dunno y i never realised things wld change so fast one dae..i mean.. im leaving in april... and tts kinda like.. e latest..and feel more miserable bout it each dae.. how am i to forget things just like that.. on a 5 hr flight to china.. i cant do that.. i realli cant..im tired, frm all these cheerleading practices.. im so dead, frm all e lessons i cant understand and die trying to understand my homework.. and coping w my assesment test.. as in.. study for it, so once i take it, they decide whether they want me in the american international skool. so stupid... y do i bother!??!? i realli wanna spend as much time here as possible.. just that cheerleading is taking up far too much of my time w my hockey pals.. my good pals... my shopping pal.. and i'll miss chou jieying.. no one to quarrel w everydae. sure, it mite sound retarded.. but its troo. its these kinda things u miss most. like my maid piggybacking me todae for e whole fun of it..i wanna stay over at zheng ning's house.. but i obvousli cant.. he's a guy, which sane parent will let his daughter stay at a guy's house? haix... haf cheerleading tmr.. and on mondae, n tuesdae, and wednesdae, and thursdae and another saturdae.. im realli tired.. i realli am.. sure i do like it n all.. but sometimes.. ppl do need to rest... valentine's dae is coming up soon.. hope it wouldn b as bad as last yr.. waiting for a guy hu's prob haf nv wanted to noe me in e first place. not tt i regret tt.. but, i ges some things just stay in ur memory... n wldn go. e bad.. and e good..shld i stay or shld i go...i wish i didn haf to go.. i wish i wouldn.. i wish..

2004-01-01T18:48:00.000+08:00
innocent eyes

Do you remember when you where 7?
And the only thing that you wanted to do
Was show your mum that you could play the piano
Ten years have passed
And the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along and made my mumma cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a place you won't feel cold and I'll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won't just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

Do you remember when you were 15?
And the kids at school called you a fool cos you took the chance to dream
In the time that's past and the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along and made my daddy cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a place you wont feel cold and I'll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

Under my feeling under my skin
Under the thoughts from within
Learning the subtext
Of the mind
See creation how where defined

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

2004-01-01T18:35:00.000+08:00
never...is an awfully long time
i'm so sad n confused rite now.. i dunno where im heading, where m i supposed to go, im being led, and yet im lost, im being taught, n yet im illiterate, im being pushed, but im falling back, im heading for my future, but i feel like im lost in my past.. china seems so far, two years seem so long.. never, is an awfully long time.. never, is an awfully strong word.. and wad if i never return from china, wad if i never find my frens again, wad if i never got my old life back.. wad if i never... wad if i never went. and wad if i did.. im lost in a world i do not understand nor do i want to. i dun wanan b found.. i seek to b lost, then maybe, just maybe, i can b left alone for once.. and die a slow painless death..peacefully. then i never wld haf to suffer. wad was my existence for. why was i put on this earth. so maybe i am a pawn on a chessboard for e circle of life, to reproduce. and wad if i go against that nature, wad if all i decided to live for was to die. wad if all i decided to do was to do nothing. then life would not hold e meaning most people say life should have.. maybe i make sense and maybe i dunt. maybe..just maybe. that word is used to often we dun even noe e meaning of it.. we dunno e meaning of alot of things and yet we live on as human beings... in a homo sapien zoo.. where we are being watched and fed.. animals.. all of us.. just animals.. toyed with and judged. maybe we're good animals todae, then we are fed. maybe we are not, and so we r thrown out of that zoo, left to die.. to rot.. and not many will bother.. for it is not in them to bother.. for humans are selfish, it is their blood.. and nothing can change that. its a dog eat dog world.. a cliche many use.. a cliche that is so, so troo.. to b backstabbed.. and eaten mentally.. as ur soul is fed on by e vermints of evil, chewed to disfiguration.. and again..left to rot, and die. if we will all die.. then why live. why live to b torn from ur family and frens.. and e one hu u love within e very depths of your soul.. e one u felt you lived for. and yet because of that creature.. u will die for it. we get lost in many things do we not.. and life, is one of them.. a maze we never get out of... no matter how we break down e bricks..burn down e place and explode things. no.. that is not what life is about... no one noes... we just live everydae..just like we're in e matrix.. everything is just a dream.. and when u walke up.. it will all fade away..within e very mists inside u.. and u will b nothing but ab empty shell.. e way u were born.....as from ashes u were born.. so u will return that way...

2003-12-30T23:07:00.000+08:00
if i just breathe~
heys. todae was real fun.. i went to skool n saw all my old class mates. and as usual.. 2 wisdom rox! hahahs. haix.. but in e end we had to split cuz we all had to go to our new class.. our tcher is real nice. miss theresa ho. k. i dunno her that well and everytng but i reckon she's realli nice since she gave us alot of freedom. we din actualli do spring cleaning cuz like.. our classroom was realli sparkling clean! hahas. val n jack came by to talk to us. so nice of them. then i left to talk to pet n jac.. meeting all muh old frens frm my sec 2 class... so nice. m gonna miss all of em so much. pet..ming..jac...zoe..fang...everyone. n eunice is trying to steal my galfren! suhui's so mine k. idiot eunice so better stay away. hahahah. even tho ive been rejected by suhui alot of times, i noe she still has e hots for me. -puke-* bleahs... *guRgLe* tt was gross.. n i tink suhui will agree too. hahas. then i waited outside jac's n pet's class... their form tcher was prob damn irritated w me or sth.. cuz i kept talking to jack n val hu were inside tt class.. god.. i hope my appeal workd n i can go into 3 wisdom. i dun wanna go to truth. its a gross name!!! yucky yucky. my class's cool n all.. but i realli like val n jack n pet n jac... so we all went to e hall n talked alot.. like usual. living e good old daes.. n me getting caught by prefects again for my hairband. oh man, prefects suck. nah...their actualli real nice..when they wanna b.. like zoe, fang..they dun realli care bout my hairband, lurve them so much for tt. ahahahs. had a real bad tummy ache todae....onli went to town at arnd like...1.30?? i mean.. reached there. i din watch skool of rock tho..they onli showed in eng wah cinemas... haix. stoopid. n i had to miss such a good show. felt real bad cuz i made my aunt walk w me everywhere to get my roxy bag.. it costed like..75 bucks...feel so bad. hahahs. then we walked arnd summore then went home. sorr not so interesting...very sleepy lahh.... so nites then. i'll edit this post tmr. 2004, here i come. luv y'all. byesies*

2003-12-29T14:19:00.000+08:00
I'M GOING TO CHINA. CONFIRMED

sorry guys... tho maybe sum pple want me to go...hahah. wel, im leaving. glad to haf known all of u yeah. love u all. v much. thanks to everyone hu's made my life so wonderful. i realli thank you all. we'll still keep in touch k? n i'll stil write here till e dae i leave. thanks jon... for teaching me learn how to love.. thanks mel.. for teaching me how to shop..hahha. to maggs n zoe n 1 charity n fang, jac, ming, j.low n every one of 2 wisdom. u guys rock. n dun stop rocking yeah. love u all.thx nigel, zul, vish n zheng ning for adding colour to my life n made it this beautiful... love each n every single one of u alot. muackks* -sam

2003-12-29T12:31:00.000+08:00
nitemare after christmas
sighhs... skool bloos are coming back to get me!!! help me im scared and borrredddd!!!!n jon n zul n nigel actualli get to go to stuypid camp n do sth at least. hu cares if its productive, it beats staying at home n rotting!!!! haix.. tmr i gotta go back to skool for sum lame thing like spring cleaning.. im kinda tinking of ponning..but i need sumone to pon w me cuz e tcher said tt its compulsary.. so i dunno if any1 will dare to. or i was tinking of just staying for like... 1 hr then leave.. oh wait. *shit* i just freaking rmbred tt i need to go to find out wad class i am in next yr n whether my appeal to change my class worked out... oh god..pls pls pls have let it worked out... shit lahh. stupid. i wanan go shopping too!!!!! thats so unfair lorhs. my aunt's supposed to bring my bro n my cous n i out tmr for christmas shopping n all.. n theyre like..leaving at ten, n im leaving at 12!? wtf lahh. i hate st nix! every1 should hate st nix. every1 shld stop joining st nix then we'll haf low demand n we'll shut down! boo st nix. it sux. ok...i let off my anger already. funny how gals hate their skools so much n guys cant understand y.. like zul... wel, he shld stay in st nix one dae n find out wad shit crap goes on in there then he'll understand. it sucks. then i just haf to go out in skool u n shop.so gross. hu wants to show off e st nix uniform mans... haix... by e time i meet them..itll be like.. 2!? NO NO NO!!!! i wanna go shopping n collect my lotr posters too!!!! *wAaHhHh* i noe. i shuld just shuddup.. im actualli pretty glad to go out tmr since im grounded fuh like ..6 mnths. oh wels. but my aunt's like... e coollest. she's nice n rich n she alwaes goes to orchard n buys us real nice stuff... n eats at nice poshy places n all.. i lurvvve her. n she;s brining us to watch skool of rock tmr! cant wait.. i heard its real good. plus jack black's acting too! im so tired.. i woke up at 8 n slept at 1. must b e skool thingy getting to me. must b getting to everybody. i hope i go to china next yr, then i can leave st nix behind n be a very very happy gal..but sighhs.. i hafta leave my frens behind too... like.. maggs, ling, jon, zul, zheng ning, vish, zoe.. haix.... im so confused. i'll just go to sleep now.. again. n get lost in a cartoon world of fantasy n wake up to another nitemare after christmas.*ciao

2003-12-28T21:45:00.000+08:00
welcome back to sucky singapore
hahah.. jon came back this morning at arnd 9 n we chatted till 9 30 cuz i had to get ready to get to this katong church. its huge i admit but i just dun like tt place.. its too..happy. i mean, my church pple r like damn dao n everythng.. so i was pretty shocked when this guy just shook hands w me n all..n every1 was so.. holy. n they sang so loudly u cldn hear urself sing at all! at my church, u cld hear a person singing cuz not many ppl actualli sing. n like.. onli e choir sings n all.. m i making my church snd damn bad?? but i realli prefer it tt wae. when pple seem so happy n cheery..its kinda fake y'noe? so i just tried to smile n everytng.. seem nice n pleasant.. so u dun ruin e mood. it was food n funfair there todae. so many pple.. but it seemed loads better than my church one tho. church was sooo boring! i noe...when's church ever fun?? but this was ultimate siahh. haix.. din wanan sleep so me n my maid just talked nonstop. n i kept irritating her by mimicking her actions n all..n she'll b like "samm!!!" so farnie. we left to eat lunch at some penang place opp e church. e food is good. i recommend it to every1.. even those hu hate penang food... cuz i hate penang food. went home n talked w jon... so happy to hear his voice again... its been so long... hahahs... but now he's packing for camp n all.. so i cant disturb him.. hope he has fun at camp. i had dinner at this chicken rice place at sin ming road there... food there is good too. bro was treating us. then this guy hit my chair.. w/o saying sorry n he was huge n fat! asshole. so i turned arnd n glared at e whole family n they were just looking at me. then i just lifted up my chair n banged it forward. they looked so shocked.. n every1 was looking at me. so i just ignored them.. brainless fools. i hate such inconsiderate pple lorhs. singapore realli sucks. oh wels... just got tricked by "hunkilicious" tt he was angry! i cant believe i believed him! stoopid zul... bro wansta use comp. gtg~ ciaosies*!

2003-12-27T22:26:00.000+08:00
i wanna thank you for giving me e best dae of my life
just one more dae!!!i cant wait!!! todae i went out w zul n nigel n vish... my face has a pretty bad.. or i shld say, realli bad breakout due to sum gone real bad medicine... haix...terrible. this so sux. met zul at 10.35 even tho we were supposed to meet at ten. *ahem* neh mines... so then we met at city hall... and i passed him his christmas cards, his and zheng ning's. yupps.. n zheng ning's cookies too... then we headed for pasir ris. vish at first saied she couldn come, then she said she mite, then she said she clouldn, then at e very last minute, she could. haix..... so we went to escape w nigel n vish too... 16 dollars for a ticket!? wtf. zul was supposed to treat me! but i ended up paying. stoopid zuliee...hahah. anyw~so we decided to haf a family package n use me as a child.. since my height helps too. but then for lying, id b sent to authorities!!!! so we just stuck to e truth. then we all pooled tpgether n we had 64 exactly! w sum extra change of course... stupid vish lahh... brot like, 7 bucks onli! stoopid woman. hahahahs.. so our first ride was e cadbury one even tho vish was realli realli against it... she said it was suicide..but then it was so fun! n she was screaming her head off when me n nigel n zul were all luffing our heads off! then she was saying sth like " that was horrible!!!" after e ride when we were all walking out...and then this lil boy ran past us, n i tink he;s like onli ten or sth.. n he shouted sth like "tt was sooooo fun!" ahahahaha. vish looked so ticked when we were all luffing at her. then we went to sit on e viking ride n e gals screamed like... soooooooooo loud lorhs! so then nigel suggested shouting b4 e ride started for e fun of it.. but we din. and e ride was soooo fun i tell u! we were all just luffing n yupps...vish was onli one screaming again. oh...zul did too.. he n nigel did tt "woohooo!" thing wif their hands in the air... hahas...then we queued up for w panasonic ride,, btu we were seperated cuz of this ol man hu sat by himself n we had to sit w him... me n zul tt is. zul was screaming so loudly! i tink e man in frnt was like...prob damn irritated or sth. we waved to vish n nigel too! hahah...then we went o sit e flume ride n zul was sooo unwilling cuz he said his hair'll get wet or sth. bt he still sat it.. n he kept pushing water at me!!!!! idiot. we were both pretty wet in e end but zul was REALLLI wet, n he was saying sth bout pple being able to see his chest?? hahahah- liek anyone wld~ no offence! hahahahha. then we left to nigel's house.. its realli nice..very homeli. and we ate sum stuff there n i drank sooo much orange squash cuz i was so thristy. we ate lotsa yummy nougat too... then we went to eat at bk n zul got his shirt dirtied! ahhahaha... poor guy. hope he gets e chilli stain off... i got frounded for si months... this sucks. but i'll get over it anyw. thx guys for being there for me when i cried todae! muackkks*~ too all of yuh

2003-12-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

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2003-12-26T00:01:00.000+08:00
breathe~

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
And it's keeping you away

So just give me one good reason
Tell my why I should stay
'Cause I don't want to waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say

And I… take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well the talks are overrated
Am I saying how you feel?
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I… get you just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I've been waiting 'til I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe…

Breathe… 'til I whisper in the dark
Oh can you hear… me?
Do you hear… me?

If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
Everything is alright
If I just breathe… breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

2003-12-25T23:38:00.000+08:00
hohoho
3 daes more....just three daes more.... but it seems so long..
feels like i haven written for damn long... but its just been 4 daes huh. and yet e daes counting down to e start fo skool seem soooo near. haix.... christmas isnt wad it used to b tho i stuffed my face in lotsa food last nite, played w sparklers, christmas crackers, took photos n all.. so funny, there was this one where we both, me n my cous, stuck out our feet at e camera! hahahah... our feet r so nice. yupps... so anywaes, this is wad i got for christmas
1)liverpool polo tee!!!! -squeal- 2) this rabbit clock tt can wag e tail 3) necklace
4) 4 body shop things.... do i smell tt bad!? 5) 20 bucks
but my dad's giving me more munny n my aunt is bringing me n my coux out to shop next weds for our christmas n bdae pressies cuz she was in london most of e time. not fair. i wanna go london tooo!!! i mean, she LIVES there lehhh. hmph. yupps~ watched lord of e rings. k... lemme tell u.. IT SOOOOOOOOO ROX! totalli... realli. it was so nice.. w all e battle scenes n all. n legolas.. hee... n all e rest. i ate popcorn nonstop..purposely blocked e pple behind us cuz they were making alot of noise tt we were blocking their view. cmon lorhs.. i was already trying not to block.. n plus im short.. n oh..my bro oso lahh.. n they still made noise!? so we purposely sat up damn striaght n all.. n i flicked them off n everythng. buncho idiot nerds, sick shits going to such a great movie? dun waste e munny man. i want it! todae went to church... had such a nice sleep n dad woke me up!? argh!!!! just to go nine am mass! i m tired n i haf black rings k. do not mess w a gal hu has pms n lack of sleep. warning to all guys. do not do it esp on xmas. sickening. then at church there was this lil boy pushing every1 n saying "bang! bish" n all tt.. wel.. lets just say i wasnt very happy as it was... plus all that.. so heh.. i scolded him. every1 kinda looked... so.. hu cares. he shldn haf made me mad. bleahs.. my bro was like" sam.. y u so angry? i just butt-butted him, tts all"THATS ALL??? at least i din hurt him.. not physically at least...just prob mentally... frm trauma or sth. church deco was great. seriousli. i was appalled... wel.. i watched scary movie three... n to all thos pple out there hu r still disturbed by ghosts n sixth sense n all tt, this movie is sth u got to watch. its crap. but its hilarious. seriousli...where e oricle stared beating up e woman frm e video tape... it was sooo screwed up. but still damn funny. yupps.... so to all those tt are below sixteen cuz its in nc-16 movie.. i just got sth to tell u...GET E DVD OR VCD!!!! they wun find out....hees- wel, just sum recommendations k, watch lord of e rings n scary movie three... either one, they'r great. happy hols... n deck ur hols w holly! tho its abt time to take them off... but just haf one last kiss under a mistletoe, haf one last look at e wrappers on e floor, n eat e last piece of ham lying on e table. christmas is near over.. but itll alwaes live in our heart, i may not b in singapore next yr to haf this feeling again... but hey, love is all arnd. so cheerio everybody! ciaos~*!

2003-12-23T00:21:00.000+08:00
sorry zul
this is a sorry note to a fren hu i promised to go to e chalet wif... but din. am realli sorry

2003-12-22T23:49:00.000+08:00
3 daes to christmas!!!
Lordess Of The Rings
haix.. this is e second time im typing this lorhs... cuz the other time i typed this was like... 5 mins ago!? argh...... grr....yupps. i shall repeat:"ahem*" i'm WATCHING LORD OF THE RINGS TMR!!! yays... but i oso wanna go to the chalet.. w zul.. im so confused.. plus e chalet is at 4 and the show was at 4.20pm.... same time but 20 mins apart... i mean, one's at sentosa n e other is at orchard cineleisure or lido.. no diff (as in lido n cine)... same road anyw. but i realli wanna giv zul his n zheng ning's and vish's pressie... sighs... now i dunno how to. oh yeah.. i broke 5 needles just sewing k! so gess wad.. u owe me sth BIG! *hint hint* hahhs... kdddin lahh. so niwaes, haix.. am so confused. heard that LOTR was kick ass! cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait mann!!!! yayies... but still so confused. ytd i had a very...learning trip out w my bro n his gf. n i learnt abt e word"shop till u drop" god. is it troo or wad. i mean, u tot id b happy walking home w all sorts of cool new stuff and all. but no. if we all "gladly" rmbr.. im broke! and i din shop.. n my 2nd bro's gf din shop... so hu cld it b?? oh i noe..its that woman in my family..MY SECOND BRO!!!! argh!! u noe.. all e clothes he has are like.. branded stuff!? wtf. he even made us shop at armani exchange for like.. an hour!? woman man... so anyw.. there was this perverted man.. wel.. all men are perverted.. so its not that new..he was looking at my butt!? i mean.. cmon man.. i was wearing cargo!? even my bro was like"her?? her butt?? god...eew" fine, so im not chio nor do i haf a nice ass or anytng... but e fact tt he looked was gross! plus he was married! sick psycho paedophile. and he kept touching his wife's ass..maybe his mistress summore. he's gottta b rich to b at armani exchange.. plus his wife/mistress din haf a ring.. or so i tink or saw. yupps. my bro said i was an expensive child!? look hu's shopping at armani! not me. i saw mark richmond n beatrice chia at borders!!! hahahs.. i lurrvve e songs "innoncent eyes, leave rite now, take me away, life for rent, sexed up.." theyre e greatest! hahaha.... wel... then we went to taka to walk arnd n eat famous amous cookies. then my bro n i were saying "famous anus chocolate chips...yumm" n doing this "pook" sound w our lips to make it snd like sumone shitting one piece at a time! and he said sth like" tts when u dun haf enuff vegetables!" hahahs...then my bro said " u no like?? got famous anus brownies too!" his gf was like.. so disgusted.. n saying tt we all "cannot make it" hahahah. but it was so funny lahh. shopped for 5 hrs till i realli cldn stand it. wen to caesars at far east plaza.. god it has sooo much cool stuff.. like guns n swords and all! lord of the rings stuff yoo! i even held the "stinger"!!! frodo's sword! wae cool! and e orc's swords r like.. chao heavy man.. poor actors... haix.. u noe e parking fees at taka is like.. 13 bucks for 5 hrs! madness..todae went o church for confession... so many cuuute babies! hahahs.did cross stitch for e rest of e dae. those guys owe me big time manns. haix.. hahahs.. watching tv now. lizzie mcguire. hahah. nites. ciaos~* luv allll of u k! haf a great xmas every1! n if ure nice to me, i will get u pressies tmr. kiddin. i will try my best to get pressies for evry1 k! again, luv ya all. muackkkkkkkkks*

2003-12-21T23:12:00.000+08:00
this little girl
i look into the darkness
i feel it in my heart
i dunno how to say things right
when we're so far apart
maybe i'm not feeling well
maybe i'm just sad
but in between the mood swings
maybe i'm just mad
i miss u more than words can say
i've cried more than i could
you know if i could hug you now
i definitely would
i've said things i shouldn't have
i've hurt so many hearts
i've been thru all the stories
i've written all the parts
so i noe im not very smart
maybe the dumbest girl around
but i noe my heart's beating fast
because i hear the sound
i don't mean to hurt your feelings
i'm still a lil girl
i still believe in pixies
and fairies that can twirl
my eyes have gotten puffy
they're pain and bloodshot red
because i cant stop thinking of you
when i'm lying in my bed
wherever u are i realli hope
u noe i love you true
because this lil girl stayed up all nite
just writing this for *you*

hahahs....kk..this poem snds bad n weird...but i kinda shortened it frm like....100 over sentences~ so i hope u all like it...esp a certain sumone..hu's so far awae. gtg sleep. nitez! muackks* oh..hope u like e layout too

2003-12-20T23:28:00.000+08:00
i forget to remember
gees...now its like...e 20th of dec!? gosh...first time i nv look fwd to christmas...pretty weird aint it. christmas is losing e spirit.. no wonder y every1's telling me to like my child years.. a lil late aint it. playing w dolls, combing their hair.... n wel...pulling legs n heads off. hey..its still good clean fun! or then again maybe not..... yesterdae was e worst dae of my entire, ENTIRE life!!! haix~ went out w sumone i hardly noe n his frens suck. i mean..their hairstyles r sooooo "in" esp during e yrs where goh chok tong was a baby! god. they're wel...to put it seriousli nicely, NERDS. cmon, i said hi, n they just luffed. y?? cuz i'm a gal. hey, i understand if they're 4, or even p4..but not SEC 4!? wtf man..... wel..i left them anyw..w no thx to sum pple... then i went out w mel n her couzie n her sis! so fun!!! we shopped arnd n talked e whole.......................dae! she did get pretty tired when i kept talking bout e 2 same pple! hahhas. sorry rockstar. then i went home at arnd 5 sth....ytd talked to zul till arnd 2am.... hahahs... now i haf panda eyes! all cuz if him. hmph- hahahs...nahh lahh. kidding. he's going to treat me to watch a movie! yay! but i feel soooo bad.... maybe i will go n extort more munny frm my father...it always helps. hahahs. todae i went to church w ming yee n pet. im in saturdae. i dunno alot of pple there... oh wel..still got rockstar w me! n i reallli hope pet joins sat class. oh...this may n may not b good news...I M MOST PROB NOT GOING TO CHINA. but its again...not confirmed. this guy, john gave me sth for my bro... n e first tot that came into my mind was that it was a knitted shower cap! hahhas...actualli rite..its a tissue box cover... talk abt alot of difference. i went to pet's house too! we played street fighter on her comp! so fun..onli thing is...first time, i was seriousli kicking her player's ass...then her back up was this obese shit who jumped on me n i died. grrr.....idiotic! i hate her. ohh, then after that i chose my secnd player... n her secret move is..wait..lemme say..ROLL!?!?!? WTF MAN!!! so... i got my back up to come out. gess wad..he got kicked off...cuz pet pressed sum wrong button which still benefitted her anyw..stoopid larhs~ dammit. i lost!!! twice!!!! waaaahhhh...i hate that obese shit! yeah...then i went o taekwondo class w zoe n her sis. it was damn funny!!! ahahahahaha! realli! we were doing push-ups n all that... n other stuff.. i mean, its like doing PE wif guys.... n then vanessa kept luffin lorhs! made me n zoe lufed. our class onli had three gals n prob 7 guys or so. n they tot we were retarded..cuz we had a running exe n the guy asked us to do running across 5 times.. n we din count n ended up doing ten or less by abit! so funny. n i kept banging my toe aginst e floor board. e whole class luffed.. but trooth is.. so did i..i just luffed thruout e whole lesson mans. then e tcher assistant decided to teach us kicks n all that. he said sth like we made him wanna puke blood. eh heh heh. cant say its his fault tho. hhas. n there were so many fat guys... then two walked past me, n i was like" is ever1 hu does taekwondo fat?" but i said it too loudly!! gosh...felt so bad.... haha. but it was fun lahh. went o compasspoint to eat dinner... quite ok. food pretty nice, wel...till then..i need to do my cross stitches now! byes!

2003-12-19T00:50:00.000+08:00
I've been driving for an hour, just talking to the rain

was waiting for sumbody to go online, but that person din. oh wels~ anywaes, i had nothing to do.. was just listening to michelle branch's song "breathe"..hahahs. she;s still my fav guitarist/singer! these few daes r so so so so borin! even pple i noe cant go out.. i wanna go out! bleeh.... todae i baked cookies! wel..trooth is, they dun look e way theyre supposd to n my bro calls them discs of disaster, but wel, i tink they taste good lorhs! so i no care wad he says. dun worry guys..those hu r buying, n those considering to buy..they realli taste good. my dad tasted three.. he said theyre good, n now he owes me like..3 bucks. ahahahs. cuz its one buck for one.. i noe it seems like alot..but its not. dun worry! so those hu haf ordered, YOU BETER PAY UP! it took me so long to learn how to bake k..... so just appreciate it lahh... haix..miss so many pple.. like mel, hu has just returned, jon, flor, zul, zheng ning, ling~ etc.. wel..just pple hu r overseas n those i wen out w this holidae...im bored man...my life's so suck at that i dun even haf anytng to write- tts how bad it is... wel, just hope zul's feeling better abt everytng...till tmr or sth. ciaos~*

2003-12-17T12:28:00.000+08:00
bbackkk
sighs...back frm e wake n e funeral. now i realli look like a panda cuz i onli had 2 hrs sleep..haix.. oh well... e wake was pretty cool actualli if u excuse e morbid humour. yeah.. it was a buddhist funeral n all... so it was a pretty new experience.. i cried a lil bit more than i expected my self to.. sighs. am i sighing alot?? k. will stop. anywaes, princess val, hope ure feeling better k? i'm sooo bored at home! there's absolutely NOTHING to do at home! and all my frens r overseas! mel is onli coming back on fridae! can sumone pls go out w me!!!!! please! oh wait.. then again, IM BROKE! this sucks. looks like i'll hafta find sth to do then~

2003-12-13T09:40:00.000+08:00
to my grandma, my 2cd bro, n 2*wisdom:

Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts In Your Heart,
Is The Only Way For Destiny,
Sometimes Goodbye Though It Hurts,
Is The Only Way Now For You And Me,
Oh It's The Hardest Thing To Say,
I Miss Your Love In Every Way,
So Say Goodbye,
But Don't You Cry,
Because True Love Never Dies.

2003-12-13T08:38:00.000+08:00
cut real deep
i noe i shln b writing at such a retarded time.. i'm just...realli depressed. ive got so many things going thru my head todae.. just... alot. my grandma's dead.. passed away ytd at arnd 6. kinda funny u noe.. i wasnt all that close to her, but i tink i realli cried alot last nite.. i miss her i ges. thing is, i wasnt v nice to her either... so if i cld turn back time, i'd realli redo everythng. but everyone wishes to turn back time just to redo their mistakes.. i ges mistakes r bound to b made.. so we'd actualli noe when we're wrong, n try not to do it again. my 2cd bro is leaving for aust next yr. i also kinda thot that i wldn realli miss him THAT much, but now.. i realise i wld too. i dun want him to go. i noe wad its like hafing onli one bro all e time.. i want both my bros.. its horrible missing sumone u love so dearly n hating e fact that u can visit him if u want to, but u noe u cant... it happened when my first bro was in america. k.. its pretty cool going over to wdv ctry he's staying at n go for e graduation n buy a cool dress n all... but all in all.. u realli will suffer quite a bit.just gotta wish him luck i ges~
ps-thx zul n eunice for e condolences..means alot.

to my grandma: i nv realli said this to u before, i love u.. hope u noe that

2003-12-12T19:33:00.000+08:00
nice holidae on a paradise island..or so..
yupps.. woke up damn earli cuz zul messaged me at like.. 6 am. but quite a good alarm anyw. then i got e rest of my stuff packed n then i went to e hospital to see my grandma n leave for e airport.. e airport had sooooo many blangadeshies.. or sth liddat.. we ate at bk and then went for our flight.. it was a transit one.. so we had to make a stop at jakarta.. then we left for bali. bali looked pretty diff frm when i went there in p4 tho.. hmms.. we stayed at white rose hotel.. which was opp e bomb blast.. funky rite.. it was pretty sad tho, sighs.... we kinda shopped for e first nite. we ate at a pretty nice place too. me n my couz watched nickelodeon till we slept. next dae we went to sum place which had art culture and all that.. my aunts bot lotsa stuff n i din since i kinda blew off half my budget frm buying a stoopid roxy shirt. man, e things there r exactly e same as singapore lorhs. sighs.. met zul at arnd 8 onli cuz he had food poisoning.. we met at e surfer gal shop where he was looking for his quiksilver shirt.. but he cldn find it anyw.. poor thing.. he said he tried alot of shops.. sigh.. btu he has sooo many quiksilver clothes already!!!! so unfair.. plus im still as broke as ever. we din realli hang out alot cuz it was pretty late plus it was his last nite.. tho i realli detest e fact that his hotel is so much better than mine. he said we cld go swim at his hotel.. but we were heading for kinta mani e next dae.. sum mountain thingy place, not bad actualli despite zul saying it was damn boring. my couz n i counted dogd all e wae up hill.. hmm.. we reached at abt 109 n we stopped.. cuz we fell asleep. it was pretty fun tho. we shopped (again) and stayed at a stussy shop. this guy walked in and started looking at e gals tubes, so me n my couz thot he was sum perverted maniac sicko. ends up he wanted to buy underwear. ahaha... oh wells. but at stussy? gosh. another rich guy. haix... wne to this shpp cuz i wanted to buy e shorts.. but e woman wldn let us! stuck up snob. hate her. bleahs. >_<..then wel. e 4th dae came n we all had to go home.. shared a bus w sum typical singaporeans.. noisy, late n ..... realli inconsiderate. haix. i miss bali... e food there was so nice. we ate at this place called mini restaurant n bar.. ate there 4 two nites.. my couz suddenli bcame damn pale one nite.. freaked all of us out.. but it was just gastrit i gess... e song on my blog isnt playing!!! sighs... gtg fix it. wel, going to eat dinner soon too anyw. ciaoz!!~

2003-12-08T17:42:00.000+08:00
thanks
thx zheng ning for keeping me company for like..3 hrs.. if not i tink i'd haf died of monday blues plus cuz jon's awae. realli thanks alot alot alot. ure a great pal! luv ya! muackks-*smiles* n haf a safe trip too k! chat w u in bali if i hook up w zul!
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to *you*:hope ure doing well dear.. i realli miss u... so i hope u'll b back soon...........
to zul : see you tomr dear! hope i'll b able to see u soon! buais!

2003-12-08T14:34:00.000+08:00
Christmas Wishes One And All!
decided to change my template to suit e season.. yupps. am going to bali tmr! Cant wait!!!! am meeting zul there supposedly.. hope i get enuff munny to shop. mummy n daedie said i spent too much at malaysia already. ah-phooey. bleahs. wel.. i basicalli got e stuff i want already like my cargo pants n a ripcurl shirt.. but gareth said they were passe. n my aunt said that ah-sohs are wearing OP shirts. just great. i hav 4 OP shirts lorhs. haix.. burning time.. or maybe i'll just giv it to salvation army. zara suggested using them as fancy nite clothes or maybe i shld just use it in a skool act if i ever play sum middle aged woman. tho i highly doubt it since i alwaes end up w e role of sum lil child. freak- yupps.. being short sucks. ure literalli forever young. but it helps u get discounts. so many pple in malaysia believed me when i said i was 11 or 12. compliment or not.. i dun care. munny is more impt to me anyw.went for church carnival ytd.. so boring.. wel, e onli thing worth rmbring is that i took a photo.. lame rite.. e dunking pool was entertaining. other than that.. not realli. am cross stitching for 4 pple.. dunno if i can do it on time for christmas tho. so many pple r realli getting into e joyous mood. anne's already sending x'mas cards. sighhs.. i better keep up w e time too. taekwondo free class starts next sat. am going w zoe n zoe's sis n her fren.. good thing is i kinda noe all e gals there.. bad thing is.. cuz we 4 are e onli gals going there!!! sigh sigh sigh. at least we're not parring. if we r.. heck. guys haf weak spots too anyw. ahahahahahah. ponned hockey todae.. fine... again. but i;m so tired n i woke up at like..10!!!not my fault i'm tired k. shit. still haf to pack for my bali trip. niwaes.. whose no. is 91077624?? sorry i din pick up ,.. u called just 51 mins after i slept.. sooo sorry dear. just ate lunch. hope u all like e stacy mom's song. used it again cuz it;s been running thru my head. wel.. that's bout it. haf to get myself ready for bargaining in bali n munny too!!!! eh hehe.. i noe my dad will help. i said that's bout it rite.. sorry to haf gone on. wel.. byes

2003-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00
i wanna watch
SchooL oF RocK!!! but i'm like chao broke- so wads new

2003-12-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

The down-to-earth girl

Which girl stereotype are you?
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2003-12-04T23:24:00.000+08:00
i'm so tirreddd~haix..
todae i was sleeping so nice n soundly.. w nice blowing aircon, a sweet dream. till a stoopie woman woke me up. k i noe that 10 hrs of sleep is quite a lot, but i need my beauty sleep! i'm a tired lil gal.... ling, u suck- ahaha. so fine, i had to wake up at ten, n meet my frens at eleven sth. n tho i was late.. i was e earliest. so much for e irony of life. yupps.. n.. NO THANKS ZHENG NING!!! we walked all e wae to zul's house cuz of sumone hu is so cheeeeeepskate. hahas.. sorrie princess- i mean, e male one. ahaha. so ling n me n jon had to walk all e wae BACK to thomson plaza n look at guitars n thinkie abt my guitar lessons.. sighs. 5 years lehs. i mean, i took piano for like.. i dunno how many years, n ges wad? wham bam- failed grade 2. gees. just great. so now i dunno if i shld like.. waste munny n buy a guitar.. haix. i'll feel realli bad.. then we met nigel n vish at royal sporting house n then we went to burger king.. vish was trying to convince us that ghandi was a woman. n she kept luffin.. made me n ling luff non stop too. stoopid woman.. ahahah... n she kept talking abt ghandi all e wae... zheng ning met us at burger king.. n he was damn irritated w e ghandi joke.. haha.. it was funny wad.. i tot. so we took a bus down to zul's place this time. we cldn go to zul's house cuz his parents were in so we went to e club house to play table tennis. this few guys below 10 or 12 had this reall dramatic eveel coach/father/grandfather. cant tell e diff. but they were playing damn well.. we were pretty stunned for awhile. zheng ning lookedso funny just staring at them w his mouth open. hahs! jon n i were luffin. i played against vish, nigel n jon. so farnie. realli! i beat jon.. nah nah ni poo poo- he refuses to admit defeat. are all princesses liddat?? sighs. ahaha. so we had lunch.. n me n my cous cldn finish e food.. n zul was like "zul to e rescue!" ahah. finished everything. n i mean..EVERYTHNG that we cldn eat. sighs.. n he says he's getting fat. tho i dun see any. hmms. he actualli was able to carry me.. tho it hurt like hell arnd my waist. vish kept cross stitching cuz of zul! so eveel!!! zul, that is. ahahas. i rmbr e last time i cross stitched.. maybe i will do it again.. for this christmas.zul asked me was i wanted frm bali.. n when i told him i was going there, he snded so shocked! haha. he said if i had auto roaming, he'll msg me. not fair!! he's staying at hard rock!!!! i'm onli staying at white rose.. i dun even noe wad it is. we talked after lunch n vish was wel...half-showing us her neoprints. her fren is actualli called kau sai!? err.. hahah.. not so be mean, but it kinda snds like cow shit... haix. poor poor deprived of a name gal. i had to go home at 4 cuz my daddie said so. walked all e wae to e bus stop and waited 20 mins for e stoopie bus. wel, it came anyw, so i went to my kong;s house to eat... wel.. thats's abt it i ges. so tired- gonna sleep. nites!

2003-12-03T23:14:00.000+08:00
i'm a PON-STAR!!!!
k.. just a lil tip.. dun freaking watch wishing stairs!!!! its a damn lame plot. realli crap. like.. for 30 mins.. they show u how everytng started n all.. n how e story ended and all.. i'm using a lot of "n all" rite.. ah. heck. then for 1hr sth they just scare e shit outta u n make u feel so damn grossed out. its truly bloody hell.. so much blood n everytngy... so sick. now i'm so scared bathe.. n i'm oso soooooo scared to look into e mirror. just cuz of that dum show. bleahx.. todae i went for hockey. surprise! hahahaha.. actualli not that bad. i'm sooo "loyal" to training right!!! i noe.. dun need to compliment me lahh.. haha. my brother is irritating me like hell now. keeps saying i'll get fat n bcum a chunky monkey!!! all bcuz he wants me to go training n leave him alone! asshole.. not as tho i complain alot abt my fats rite!? rite.... rite... eh heh heh. m*awkward silence* fine. i do. but i din ask him to listen wads.. bleahx. mel's off to aust. now i hafta bake all e cookies, sian manns. stoopid mel.. i'll kill her when she;s back frm her holidae. church got sleepover.. shld i go?? hmm.. let me tinkie~yeah,so anywaes.. we played w pioneer jc! we drew all e wae. thx to my seniors..we had to play against e guys. great.. just PERFECT! not.... they were.. wel.. HUGE! like 180 cm walking.. no.. running tree trunks! wa-lau ehhs.... i sprained my thigh muscle chasing this fat f*cker. n he said we'd haf to b asses for them to eff us. wdv lorh. lame jc ugly pesso shito- i will never ever ever ever date pioneer jc guys! hmphhhhhhhhh- bleahx. i'll prob end up dating one tho.. sighs. everythng that i said i wld nv do, alwaes end up coming troo. like i said i'd nv get a f for maths.. wel.. surprise surprise.. failed on my first ca in sec1. ass. sighs. life sucks doesnt it. i wanna watch school of rock! it has jack black in it!!! argh!! one thing tho.. just one teeny itsy beetsy problem. I'M BROKE ALL OVER AGAIN!!! all cuz of wishing stairs. so much for wish making. sighs... wel, enjoy ur hols. i noe mine sucks.... n skool's starting soon. man oh man oh man.. sighs.. y do i feel so tired>> heck. gonna sleep. nites everyone. MUACKKS~*

2003-12-01T12:46:00.000+08:00
*siGh*.. since so many ppl have done it and sent it to me.. i guess>i shall do it too.. i've done this like.. so many thousand tyms~ >*mUtTeRs*

Name: Sam Joy

Nicknames: Sam, Sammie...etc.

Eyes: Dark brown

Height: 1.55-1.56 i tink

Hair: Brown

Siblings: 2 brothers

Do u like to sing in the shower?:i cant sing... so i just shut my mouth up

Do u like to sing in The Toilet?: err.. aint it quite sick to shit n sing at e same time

Birthday: 17 aug

Sign: Leo...

Address: sumwhere in s'pore

Sex: wad do u tink of e name...Samantha??

Righty or lefty: Righty..

What do you want in a relationship most?: Humour and fun and love.. duh..

Have you ever cheated on someone?: like i'd haf e looks to

Marital status: i'm not married-good enuff

Do you have a car?: no.. i just have drivers..my dad, mum n bros.. good enuff for me

What kinda car do you have/want?: ferrari...but i dun wanna b e one drivin..heh heh>

fav Movie: ( i dunno.....hmm...err...)Lord of the rings 1 and 2

Fav Song: my taste changes s i grow up... n im not a big fan of music...)

Fav TV Show: lots...mostly cartoons..

Fav Food: alot of thgs.. tho i dun eat much~ hahas!

Fav Number: 100( preferably on my test paper)

Fav Disney Character: kim possible

Fav Colour: blue..orange...purple.. n black.. i ges..

How old do u wanna be when your married: i dunno... c how gutless my boyfren is n how long he can tk wtht proposing i ges..... but then again.. i may reject if i feel evil tt dae....MUAHHAHAHAHAHA, kiddin

Would you have kids before marriage: gees, im 14, gv me a break will ya?

Music/TV: music i ges.. its relaxin enuff n it can fit moods

Guys/Girls: i'm butch! ahahahhh.. nah lah.

Pink/Purple: purple i ges...

Summer/Winter: lets c.... i like both.... but prob winter...i's like to try snowboardin... tho my skateboardin sucks s it is....

Night/Day: nite...... in e dae i got bloody hockey trainin

Hangin Out/Chillin: aren they e same thing>>

what skool do u go to?: st nix..(it sux... tk my word for it)

Would you rather be rich or famous?:rich-heh

What time is it in Albania now?: i wld noe bcuz...?

E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone?: wad difference does it mk when he's alwaes pointing his middle finger?

2003-12-01T12:16:00.000+08:00
Differences Between Men and Women
NAMES:
If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch,
they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and
Rose.
If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out, they will
affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy,
Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy.
EATING OUT:
When the bill arrives, Mike, Charlie, Bob and John
will each throw in $20, even though it's only for
$32.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and
none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket
calculators.
MONEY:
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't
need but it's on sale.
BATHROOMS:
A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush,
shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from
the Holiday Inn.
The average number of items in the typical woman's
bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify
most of these items.
ARGUMENTS:
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a
new argument.
CATS:
Women love cats.
Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking,
men kick cats.
FUTURE:
A woman worries about the future until she gets a
husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a
wife.
SUCCESS:
A successful man is one who makes more money than his
wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
MARRIAGE:
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he
doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change
and she does.
DRESSING UP:
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the
plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a
book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.
NATURAL:
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.
OFFSPRING:
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children.
She knows about dentist appointments and romances,
best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes
and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in
the house.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
Any married man should forget his mistakes.
There's no use in two people remembering the same
thing.

2003-12-01T12:13:00.000+08:00
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
-LINKIN PARK- [numb]

sighs... so tired. got a match coming up at 3 or sth. against pioneer jc at ntu. hafta go to skool first tho.too lazy to. woke up at 9 but slept at like 2. wish me luck i ges! hahas... had tp change my song. sumtng wrong w my old song! argh!!!! i realli liked that song lorhs! bleah bleah bleah

2003-12-01T11:00:00.000+08:00
eh heh heh
heys... just came back frm malaysai. oops. spelling error. wait.. nah. it fits. i went to malaysia on this bus thingy. ok i ges.they had like tv n everything. it felt like i was on a plane that just kept running on e grnd. real cool. then after that, we ate at sum food court. but e food there was so sucky. so me couz, zara, n i just ate this oily oily chicken burger.. pretty good actualli. yupyupps. then we went on e bus again to haf another bloody ride for 3 hours to malaysia. then we reached the hotel at like around 3 pm when we left singapore at 8 am. e hotel was like so great. no seriousli, it was like.. singapore's fullerton hotel in malaysia. but of course.. e hotel still had its wonderfool qualities. like.. me n zara went to e toilet.. n we were like "wow....oooo...cool...ahh..." then...THE BLOODY TOILET COULDNT FLUSH! eff- yupps. so there was like menses, tissue, shit n everything clogged up there. if ure grossed out, imagine us LOOKING at it whilst ure just reading abt it. oh.. u noe that lame f4 gay.. vaness wu? he was in my hotel. but not that great anywaes, so moving on... e room was like.. damn damn damn cool! realli! there was a pantry, a dining table, a living room, king/queen size bed, n a grand toilet. hees. there was a themepark in e building next to us.. like in e shopping centre n all. ok i ges. zara kept sayin we MUST sit it e next dae. bloody. we shopped till we kinda half dropped e first nite. then we ate sushi n went back to e hotel to bathe n sleep. woke up next morning to look for cargo. went everywhere but couldn find a pair. sighs. sucky. so we ate lunch n went back to e hotel to sit e rides. we sat e roller coaster one first. so funny! we were like" zara, its been great noeing u n all. i love u. now lets die" but we livvvveeeeeeeddddd!!!!! erm... yeah,wel, i ges its pretty duh since i'm writing here., n listening to linkin park's numb.. e pple in frnt of my cousin on e roller coaster were like "y does that gal keep saying omg??" hahahs. me? i just said, or shouted"i hate u zara!" ahahahahah. then we went back to e hotel to haf dinner w me dad. my mum went out w my aunt n all. so we were stuck at this restaurant. not realli stuck persay, cuz w food was realli good. just found out i'm 2/4 peranakan, 1/4 hokkien, 1/4 teochew! hahas. thing is.. i can onli speak malay as a 3rd language. bleahx. finally bot my cargo! i tink i lookie like a bittie of a butch. haix. w my short hair, i tink that i look like a butch no matter wad anyw. we went swmmin e next dae. water was FREEZING!!!!! i swear i couldve died mans! next dae, me n zara had our nails painted.. for fun of it i ges since my mum said that e manicures for 9 bucks sing was cheap. so zara had hers painted pink, n so did i.. but my middle finger on both my hands are white w black flowers. so if i point a middle finger at any1, i'm just being nice to show them my nails! ahahah....actualli.. our holidae passed kinda fast. now my taekwondo is cumin up soon n i'm leaving for bali soon too.. sighs... so many things to do.

2003-11-24T17:59:00.000+08:00
BleahX
todae woke up damn early to go for hockey training.. stupid. had to meet pet n val at yio chu kang mrt station. yeah. then after that.. a miracle happened! val was early for once!!! hahas.. n pet was just on time. then we walked to nanyang poly there.. we ran 2 rounds.. then we did running exercises.. one is like catching. wel, i must say they are all super fun but still damn tiring. i ges cuz there's this thing in us that makes us called our survival instinct. n i ges not being caught is survival. so we all ran sooper fast. of cuz after that, we were all sooper tired. char n i are partners.. n we were both just as tired. then we had tackle n defense exercise as well. we were all pretty dead beat by then so we were not realli "into" e exercise. then coach put us into grps for our matches. i was w val, pet, char, rache, cow, sale, winnie, yanling, n grace. n we had to fite against e p6s whu were coming into our c div squad next yr. of cuz u all noe e result, its so duh rite. so i dun hafta tell u that..WE STINKING LOST. haix. so wads new- younger generations alwaes surpass e older ones. now i'm officially a senior.. an oooooolllllllddddd senior. time passes real quick. sooner than i noe, i'll b in sec 4 already. haix. pet was damn happy w my performance. but i wasnt. all cuz of that stupid pui person.. but honestly, i give it to her, she's a damn damn damn damn good player.. w that abi person. quite a great pair. one fat n one skinny. one tall, one short.. n so on. u get e picture. then we all just went ot get sum drinks. saw tourists.. at nanyang poly.. frm china i ges.. taking photos. i'm sure it'll b nice n all.. but y e field!? huh- moving on.. then we all were walking back n val was telling this story.. n pretended to snore. ticked her off. ahahs. she said pple dun write her name properly for a link. there's ah chiang. n for me, princess val~. she aint all to stuck on it tho. next week haf this match. against.. PIONEER JC! dunno whether we'll beat them.. esp since we lost to a bunch of sec 1s to be!!! sighs. good time to pray again. we then went to j8. ate at mos burger- pet was folding a paper aeroplane, so i wanted to throw it. then val asked me to just throw it. budden we were in mos burger so i decided not to. so we went outside n played. hahas. now i not onli look like a primary one, i behave like one too! hahahs. youth... tho i'm a stinkin senior now. took neoprint. so funny. this guy was trying to cut queue so i kinda pushed him away. deserved it. bleahx. todae was so fun. n pet, pllllleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeee join our church k!

2003-11-23T22:42:00.000+08:00
CoOkieS FoR SaLe!!
got my new skin for my bloggy.. so happie. yupps. went out on thursdae. super fun. hahas. i woke up pretty early cuz like.. supposed to go hockey. they changed the tim at like.. e next dae!? sighs... wa-lau. i live in seletar u noe.. n they all wanted to meet at nanyang poly at like.. 930am!? no wae.. so i just watched tv. then i wanted to go out so i just asked zheng ning whether i cld go out w him n jon. then he said jon was still sleeping so we kinda ganged up against him! hahas.. like they were supposed to meet at 11.. budden zheng ning was late cuz he was supposed to meet me n i wasnt out of e house till 11... so we met at thomson plaza at like..12~ then we went to zul's house to play. but zul n jon were out to fetch nigel n vishnu.. so i hid in zul's cupboard n when jon came in e room, i jumped out! he was super shocked! ahahas~ then zheng ning kept calling him loser~ ahahah. then vishnu said sth bout zul's calculator had a problem... then nigel was like.. "just press ON" so funny.. vishnu kinda hit e crap outta him.. we also went for lunch.. then vishnu, zheng ning n i ordered fish n chips frm e club house.. n zul was like "oh did i tell u e fish n chips suck?" great... but zheng ning said it was pretty ok so we just ate it anyw.. yeah. then we went to e playgrnd.. we played blind mice.. n me n zul hid on e tunnel slide. good place cuz.. no one had e guts to go climb it n all.. so i din haf to b a blind mouse.. till jon said i was cheating n zheng ning suggested i b e stoopid mouse.. so i did! ahahas.. every1 wanted me to catch vishnu.. but i caught zul anyw.. accidentalli. super fun! but we were all sweating like mad. nehmines.. it was still damn fun. hees. they also kept throwing e rugby ball at vishnu when she was sitting on e swing.. wel.. i wun say she appreciated it very much.. but it was v. funny anywaes. then we all went to orchard but i had to leave cuz of parent's order.. sigh. stoopid. wanted to stay back.. now im so broke cuz i borrowed 10 frm zul~ but i'm selling cookies! so pls buy frm me!!! im so broke! kk? its not THAT bad n it wun kill u.. k? thanks! muackks! yeah.. so anyw.. sec 3s had confirmation camp in our church.. preist complained alot bout them using e elevators till 5 am.. n playing w e wheelchairs n all~ hmm.. maybe that's y they're sending us to johor next yr.. evil pple. pam's one of e facilitators n she was so scared to go! haha. wonder wad WE'LL do next year....hummmmmmmmm-

2003-11-22T20:54:00.000+08:00
When i'm gone
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

for *you*~

2003-11-19T15:05:00.000+08:00
a thousand miles
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

2003-11-19T14:44:00.000+08:00
ooo.. pretty long since ive written here huh~ guess wad!? we beat VJC 3-0! yeahoo!!!! hahas. in their face mans.. and actualli training was pretty fun that dae.. wel.. mainly cuz we beat the jc pple.. no harm. we're happy.. n they're not. their coach was damn pissed.. wel.. quite duh actualli cuz he kept screaming at them for not being able to beat us. i tink they realli tot that we'd b push-overs. wel.. we're not! but then we r gonna play them again this thurdae n sumhow i just haf this realli bad feeling our asses are gonna get kicked so hard.. ok.. actualli i dun usualli feel happy bout winning matches against other skools.. but this is jc man.. not secondary skools.. and wel. eh heh heh.. i actualli got to play wtht jude screaming at me e whole blooody dae n saying how unlikely we'd ever get into e skool team. i played left back. pretty easy.. i just avoid screwing up.. n im appreciated. how to avois screwing up?? hmm.. not going near e ball at all and just keep defending. easy peesy. plus e gal i defended was pretty nice since she kept saying sorry to me, n vice versa cuz we were playing rather rough. oh wel~ i went to sentosa last sat.. rasa sentosa. not rasa singapura like i put last time.. rasa singapura's this old hawker centre that's been closed down. heck it. e room they gave us was haunted lorhs! bloody. i din sleep e whole nite.. kept hearing this tinkling noise.. n e room was stuffy n disgusting. usualli i dun complain bout hotels.. but this was ultimate.. luckily we went out a lot. we went to e hawker centre at sentosa. there were these two women quarreling.. very drama.. very... real. hahas. but also very entertaining since i wld haf died of boredom otherwise. cant wait.. im going to malaysia next thursdae!!! im gonna shop till i die! wel.. not realli.. i need to live so i can wear e clothes per say. yupps.. buais then!

2003-11-14T11:53:00.000+08:00
oh.. its been pretty long since i wrote here. hahas. me n mel went out together! again~ i finally got a new wallet.. but now im so freaking bropke all over again. oh wel.. me n mel tried to apply 4 jobs.. but i dun tink we'd actualli get employed or anythng liddat- its almost impossible. cuz wel.. we r underaged, plus im older than mel.. but i hardly seem it since im shorter than her.. n e rest of e world. heck it~ so mel decided to sell things.. like cookies n stuff.. wonder if we'll pull thru.. lets just see. anywaes.. yesterdae's hockey was.. HORRIBLY TERRIBLY SHIT ASS!!! ahem.. as i will continue.. jude was in this bloody foul mood. kept scolding me all dae.. wait- no maybe that's an every training kinda thing. but ytd he din just scold me.. he scolded almost everyone! even my seniors knew he was in a bad mood. not that hard to tell anywae. weird indian man. he alwaes does e "samantha wad kinda push/hit/pass/sweep is that!" take ur pick. he aint all that short on insults for me. then he said sth like "do u all haf rubber sticks? dammit just whack e ball!" emphasising alot oin e dammit. hahas. he's actualli funny in a morbid sense.. but i dun realli tink he was being funny ytd. anyhoo, we had to do 30 push-ups after shuttle run and we were all doing it like crap.. n my captain wasnt too happy actualli.. hahas. she asked connie to keep an eye on us. but connie was nice enuff to say sth like "chai, u running torture camp issit?" wel i totally agree!!! she'll win first prize as camp commander. so she said she wanted to see us do e push ups in frnt of her.. then me n mel ran to e toilet.. leaving cow defenseless.. and at chai's mercy. poor gal. cow chased us out of e toilet tho.. and chai wanted to see me n mel do push ups. my other senior was like "chai, u haven done yet hor~" so i suggested she do it with us. then mel asked for a demonstration.. chai highly doubted us.. which was a smart move tho she did do her push ups.. cuz once she got to e floor, me n mel packed n ran off! hahas. she said she'll get us at next training.. hahahahaha. oh yeah, next training is at temasek poly. own transportation. tho i realli doubt we'd get there early enuff.. we're playing against VJ. they must be mad.. us?? against.. THEM? hello. when we say we wanna die early, we wanna do it our wae, not our teacher's wae. but goodbye to us anyw. at least i'll die w me baby~ my hockey stick! hahas. oh well.. till then, im just gonna slack all dae. not as tho theer's anythng to do anyw. bubbyes-

2003-11-08T09:00:00.000+08:00
You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
-so yesterdae

sighs... this part o e song ran thru my mind for e whole morning. did sth real stupid n dum yesterdae ( no, it does not haf anytng to do w boyfrens n crap ) ~but now i realised that it realli is "so yesterdae"~ bloody. life does suck. oh well.. wen life gvs u lemons... just freaking sell them off.. u get to make munny anyw.. ahahas. im not munny-minded.. i'm just broke. munny is my no.1 desire~ hees.. wel.. i'll b going back to my tv spree then~ or mebbe sum quizzes... yeah.. i'll go try. buais*

2003-11-07T17:01:00.000+08:00
wad i'll do during e hols! yay!! wad i'll do during e hols! yay!!

1) i'll b having guitar lessons at yamaha!!!
2)i'll get my own acoustic guitar!!
3)then i'll get my own electric guitar!!!
4)im gonna learn taekwondo!! ignore spelling
5)then im gonna stay at rasa singapura
6)then im going to malaysia!!
7)then im going to bali!! e mambo things there realllli cheap!
8)then christmas! presents... and most importantly~ munny!

2003-11-07T16:54:00.000+08:00
ive been looking all year for e end of year holidaes... budden.. now i realised how much it sux. it realli realli does. sighs. ive been watching tv all dae// n u noe// i seriousli wouldn mind this..IF ONLI I HADNT BEEN DOING THIS FOR E WHOLE EFFING WEEK. i can even remember e freaking things they sae!!! like "thankfulli there's still a lil fairness in an unfair world" "actualli its possible, kim possible" see! i can actualli remember all that crap... haix.. im seriousli so dead bored... nothing seems to b happening except starting frm next week....and e notice starts above~

2003-11-07T09:23:00.000+08:00
You know when something just doesn't go right. N God does things differently. He makes you learn differently. He responds differently. Doing it in a way so beyond us... it takes suffering. It takes pain. Was that why things turn out wrong, why sum pple get all the breaks and sum of the seniors dun even get 1 bleady chance? State ur cause u thoughtless, senseless, tactless winning machine. Maybe we ought to fail. Fail real bad on THEE day, & make you see and make you stop and gasp. Maybe I should haf juz thrown the papers in your face, flung the chair across the room and protest. Or maybe just silently pierce you wif a venomous glare. To wish you dead, to want you to disappear and wif it, may all the problems dissipate. Pure biasedness, always a favourite. It sickens me, it makes me hurl, it creates bitterness, it makes hair curl. N now I wonder, what is it to understand? What would a heaven be like? Run in a way you can't comprehend? Or is it lyk ? The monk said there's nothing in heaven coz happiness can't exist unless there's sadness. Sadness...( from tiffy's blog)

dun mind i borrow it yeah? its realli nice... just makes pple kinda tink abt life... but i hope u cheer up anywaes. luv u dear

2003-11-07T09:09:00.000+08:00
oops~ yeah. sure thing xiaorong. i forgot to relink..err... cuz i forgot ur blog? ahaha. so sorry yeah. sighs.. too lazy to write e other time. but i'll refresh e memory. i went out w val n zoe.. we were all kinda late except zoeraine. felt real bad cuz i had to eat breakfast late so i arrived late there. then we went to far east plaza so we cld go n pierce val's ears.. it was so farnie. we went to bits n pieces so val cld pierce her ears.. but she was rather scared at firs.. made this lil squealing sound. i tink e woman hu was going to pierce her ears was more scared than she was.( e piercing was also kinda... unbalanced. one high and one low... told VAL TO STOP MOVING ALREADY BUT SHE WOULDN LISTEN ) so anyw... we were choosing earrings for her. pretty hard to since she din noe which one she wanted n we oso din noe wad kind she wanted.. btu in e end she chose sth.. of which i bot too... i managed to get my cross pendant polished there too. so happie~ then we walked around to look at clothes.. but they were all too big for me. sighs. val kept insisting that e birthdae gal had to treat her frens to eat in indonesia.. it took us pretty long to remind her it was singapore she was living in rite now. so she managed to get off her insisting n we went to long john silver's... for ur info.. dun go to far eats plaza's long john silvers... its pollution at its best. i got sum fries to eat n val n zoe ate ther fish n chips. e place was all raffles gals except us n a few others too. 4 of e raffles gals were damn irritating siahhs.. kept toking so loud.. n val kept shouting "so loud! so loud!" but obviousli.. to no effect. then this other raffles gal asked them to shush.. and i said "thanks!" too loudly...-blush- wdv.. dum me. so we took a neoprint after that.. it was pretty nice.. val's deco was so nice.. mine was so.... not. we also went to paragon. and remind me.. its e last time i'm ever going shopping w val. she alwaes makes me buy things.. cuz theyre all so nice! dammit.. i dun wanna go out w her anymr. and mel dear.. im also left w $-10 now too.. all cuz of val. bleahs~ cuz of this shirt that cost like... 40 bucks.. argh... sighs. we went to heeren. then val went w her clique n me n zoe just walked arnd n went home..n i bot my cuzzie a bdae prezzie too.. its so cute. but she prob may not like it... ahahas. oh wel... hope springs eternal.

2003-11-03T20:48:00.000+08:00
2 WISDOM
VaLiNe | ammanda | anne | joanne c | mingyee | dania | elizabeth | florence | edeline | shuk mun| fang min | jacintha | jack | j.lo | joan | xinrong | yuanshan | camilla | suhui | weijin | sam joy | michele | sam neo | priscilla | singying | noveyy | pet goh | pet ng | cuix | kudus | tasha | man chi | aixin | tammy | zoeraine | jean | jie ying | baoyu

2003-11-03T20:47:00.000+08:00
RealLi sorRy VaL! i realli am.. i realli tot i had put ur name in... sighs. so sorry. but to make up for it.. i made ur name in bold. hope ya like it! seeya wednesdae~

2003-11-03T00:16:00.000+08:00
~~aRgh!!!HocKey ToMorRoWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

2003-11-03T00:02:00.000+08:00
todae i went out w mel.. we were supposed to meet at 2.. n that wonderfuul fren of mine turned up at like... 2 30?? stoopid gal~ ahaha. wel, so anyw.. we went to taka there or heeren to look for e pants that she wanted..she said it was originally frm guess but she onli had 40 dollars.. er... and tha pants costs actualli..135?? so we were rather pathetic. we were e "brokers" for e dae... so saddenin lorhs.. i onli had like.. 15?? and she still wanted to borrow money frm me. err.. yeah.. n i wld lend her becuz.. i wanted to die early starving without my lunch? but we just bcame realli cheap n ate all e sample food pple were giving out at lido.. ahaha.. first was mel hu went n take.. then me.. then mel.. then me. hahas. we were broke ya noe.. needed to save a "lil" more- hees- yeah.. then we both bot sushi.. actualli.. just onli one piece of sushi.. cuz we were realli broke. so we wanted to buy coffee.. it cost..1,20??! madness.. so we bot coffee milk... costs...85 cents. so worth it. im so proud of myself for saving.. 40 cents! yay... haha. well near 40 cents at least. then we just sat down at one corner and ate...then dunno hu e eff was taking photos of us.. bleahs~ tink he was realli desperate or he works for "ugly weekly" magazine. we walked all e wae to far east.. ( i realli shouldn haf complimented mel on the fact that going out with her cuzed me to lose weight faster in a more pleasant wae.. thru shopping) cuz at far east.. she saw this pants she realli wanted.. but it cost 70 n she onli had 60. so we had to borrow frm our fren hu was in town at that time.. we had to actualli walk back to taka and far east again!!! bloody woman. i tink i told her i hated her like.. 4 times. but i forgave her for having to tolerate me taujnting her on e fact that i had 4 dollars left and she had nothing. poor gal. muahaha. we ate kaya toast but couldn finish.. so she put soy sauce on them.. eww.. looked damn gross.. but at least now we haf a perfect example of pple hu do not appreciate food.. put mel on ur no. 1 list. i bot earrings.. i actualli wanted to pierce a second earhole.. but my dad said i cld do it on one condition... he pierced it for me with my mum's knitting needles. err.. no thank yew.. i still wanna live a few more years.. just be4 my O's.. then i'll commit suicide. mel was asking me to look for a new crush for her.. but sadly.. e guys in our church are seriousli condemned. i tink hey look better than my rite butt.. but just cant beat e left. too bad..we left for home after that.. then mel sms-ed me n said she was locked out of her house.. poor gal. hahas. now im left w.. 2 dollars and 15 cents. better than $-10.. which is wad mel has.. which is less than zero.. but she has new pants!!! not fair.. but nvmind..i will get my munny soon enuff~ when my daddie dearest gets home frm malaysia.. hahas. sighs.. gtg sleep.... yawn. *muahs* byes

2003-11-01T10:22:00.000+08:00
2 WISDOM
ammanda | anne | joanne c | mingyee | dania | elizabeth | florence | edeline | shuk mun| fang min | jacintha | jack | j.lo | joan | xinrong | yuanshan | camilla | suhui | weijin | sam joy | michele | sam neo | priscilla | singying | noveyy | pet goh | pet ng | cuix | kudus | tasha | man chi | aixin | tammy | zoeraine | jean | jie ying | baoyu |

2003-11-01T10:00:00.000+08:00
great... i realli shouldn haf cut my freaking hair again in e first bloody place. now it sux even more lorhs. bleahs~ ytd i went for mass... wel.. me n mel at least. i wasnt feeling too well for hockey.. cuz i din feel like playing anyw. n jude was damn unhappy cuz i tink hat 11 pple were like.. not playing?? n he complained to susan lim. me n cow were faking.. but i dun tink e rest of e sec 2s were lorhs... so unfair.. n now i gotta write sum lame excuse letter summore. haix.. actualli.. i kinda miss skool now.. i miss my class~ wel.. starting of e year rite.. i hated my class cuz i wanted to b in 2 hope.. budden now i just realised i love my class... i miss all e fun we had painting e classroom.. standing on top of 5 chairs n risking our lives there.. tho we din actualli die. n when we got back e results that we won best effort meant alot tho we were realli sure to haf won first place... then how we threw our first chinese lit tcher outta e class cuz she was such a bloody bitch. n how we felt like guinea pigs hafing all e lame new tchers e first time.. like miss tan n miss kwan n all that, n gay mr wei hu likes nemo. but we nv realli act find out how much we'd miss yan bao bao when he leaves us. our class stood up for him when he made his speech. mr koh n him r leaving.. n i tink mr koh cried... my fren in my class is leaving us too.. i realli wish she wouldn... she's actualli a realli nice gal~i went for mass w mel.. but we went to find out abt e guitar classes we wre gonna take n i dunno how to take up taekwondo n guitar lessons at e same time lehs.. wld it b like.. too stressful>> or rather.. too ex? i realli dun wanna waste too much money on those stuff. n a new guitar wld cost like..98 dollars!? looks like im just gonna hafta save up money lorhs. i just filled up my form for my skool's options for next yr. mr foo recommended i go to art elective.. but i dun realli noe if i can actualli b good enough to fit in or even go in.. sighs. so depressing. i wanna go overseas soon. my class is gonna haf a class outing this sat at siloso beach. cool rite> then we all can play together.. n relive all e fine moments we had. truth is.. i dun feel THAT sad.. but stil.. this yr was realli fun.. n if i go on sat.. i may realli cry..e dance was realli fun~ e one where we all went retro n played on stage. too bad we din win.. but hck. e experince is worth it. n so wad if our dance was chosen for e skool mass dance? at least our dance is not copied frm sum lame movie "bring it on" unlike sum nerd class~ n at least our dance wil not b taught so EVERYONE will learn it. ours will forever b originally retro.-we go together- frm grease.. tt song rox.. but 2 WISDOM ROX!!!!!!! EVEN MORE. go 2 wisdom all e wae. im a 2 wisdom gal~ n alwaes will b.

2003-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00
yeah i noe i havent been here pretty long so im just gonna fill up e missing pages of my life. wel.. exams were damn stressful lately.. realli mugged till i almost died. bloody. din noe my immune system was so low lorhs... bleah. wel.. skool is pretty ok i ges cuz exams r over anywae n wel.. i dun need to go back to skool till next mon n i had 3 daes holidae. but now im going thru a lil bit of psychological trauma... sighs. u noe.. when exams ended, i kinda tot id b like.. screaming my head off shouting my ass off... but i ges that din realli happen. maybe cuz i was sick that dae n still had to worry bt such things such as e return of my papers.. i dun realli noe how theyd turn out.. but i dun realli tink itd actualli b that good. actualli they wun even b near good lorhs. but heck it i ges exams r over already so mite as well just forgeddit. n just for zara, good luck for ur Os yeah? its pretty scary cuz i'll hafta go thru it too... hmm... but then i dun even noe wad stream im going to tho i realli hope im going to art stream.. then i can go to nanyang academy of fine arts.. n i will continue frm there. yah. went out to ice skate on wednesdae...yeah.. it was fun.. except where i kept getting my butt kicked.. or rather.. have my butt fall onto e ice. i got 4 bruises i tink... man they fuckin hurt... but theyre no where near my blister thats a pain in my foot, literalli. it seriousli hurts....waah. ahahah. then we went bowling.. we played rayther sadly n i got cheated by e man there.. he said if we join e club which wld cost 2 bucks.. then everytime we go there we just pay like 2 bux for each game.. then i realised... y e fuck wld i go backt o kallang to bowl!? great... sumtimes i tink e stress realli gets too far up my head.. i got 4 white hairs already. heehee... im getting old.. but heck it. cant care rite now. me n pet ng went to tk neoprints.. they were pretty nice,, then there was this crazy ass bitch outside e machines there at j8... she was cursing vulgarities to her bf and trying to act all cute.. and yeah,, im sure it wld haf been cute n all if onli her face din tell a totalli different story. and it was damn sharp. but thats good i ges since it proves e glass at j8 is supa strong... but i wldn blame them for brking.. it wld haf been either cuz of her face or her voice anyw. i covered my ears n he fren was kinda glaring at me.. its not my fault that her fren is noisy...next dae went out w gordon, my bro... went to la vanita at peninsula there... went to look at fgootball stuff cuz i wanted a liverpool poster.. or kewell's wld haf served realli well..~ haaha. it cost me ten bux... btu its all worth it n its hanging on my wall now. yayies. smiles. flag dae is cumin up... hmm... shld i b excited?? i dunno~ lala. wel... its past midnight so im going to sleep. m still pretty depressed due to sum things so i ges ill go~bye

2003-09-05T19:32:00.000+08:00
haf been stressing out lately over cumin up exams... i realli dunno y i started freakin out.. i mean.. i even cried... oh man oh man oh man... im seriousli stressed lorhs... bloody. niwaes...molly came my class todae to scream at us again. nice fat bitch... love her.. NOT. and theres like loads of homework to do which is good cuz im kinda thinkin of spending my holidae just mugging my freaking life awae so i die earlie! yayies. hehs. wel... i learnt to bake sponge cake todae... pretty cool. it actualli din kill anyone i noe..not yet at least.. but if i geta hospital bill frm any of my frens.. i ges i'll noe y. yuppies....but it actualli wun kill any1 else cuz err.. heh heh.. i left e bloody cake in skool? heehee... ah.. heck it larh. liverpool won 3-0! i tell u.. e goals were damn beautiful. owen n all tt~ yeah.. i like kewell... i tink he's cool.... my fren, kenneth came over for my housewarming. fell realli bad for being unable to b a good host n stuff... was too busy trying to get my 2 freaky cousins to stop fighting in my bedroom n they were having a woonderfool time drawing on my whiteboard. thanks for nothing guys. haha. but they say im in a band or sth. halloween dolls. yeah. first albulm is supposed to b called fat asses of e universe. cool eh. then this is e best part.. im supposed to play e electric guitar. yay... not.. reason.. i dun haf a guitar.. int got no momney to get a freaking electric guitar, noe y??? im broke. flat broke. damn damn broke. abit win larh. forgeddit.. mite as well just forget e whole damn thing. m on to relief my stress cuz im seriosuli damn stressed out i tell u. haix... ok n my bro has started teaching too.. he says he;s teaching n eisteinien kid hu failed geog n hist overall percentage... n said tt e kid mks my fren look like miss universe, wdv lorhs.. so mean, n least to say... tt person.. seriousli looks damn gros... my fren tt is.. or rather.. sumone hu i treat as a fren bu not e other wae arnd. had eng oral. wah lau. crappified i tell u.. this indian men thingy n i said tt e economic was poor n all tt crap. man i tot i was seriousli gonna fail. but e'll nv noe e marks. mite as well give it up. got campfire this sundae.. err... ok... stupid thing. dum stupid thing. i realli wld haf better things to do frm 2pm to nite.. like err... study? ok.,, i snd damn nerdified.. but tts cuz... im trying to b one. i mean, dun get me wrong.. being a nerd has its perks too.. like not getting a *beep* F9 for maths n science n alll tt rite!? SIGHIES....i hate my life....my bro n parents just went out for dinner... said id be studying my 24 lessons on geog. aint tt great. i love this nite. wels... m waiting for my dinner.. waiting.. waiting.. waiting...

2003-09-05T18:38:00.000+08:00
exammies whammies
hey hey.. sorrie i havent been coming in lately.. u noe y?? this dum thing which is... my comp has had this serious prob.. n my bro's comp too... ges wad? i did sth wrong to his comp so he decided to download this microsoft patch thingy tt was supposed to protect against e worm thingy but then tt was e stupid thing tt broke down my bro's comp! see its not my fault lorhs... its realli not... haha.. so ive been banned frm his comp.. n tts prob a lil ok w me since my comp's working again. yayies. niwaes... i wun b on till sept or sth ok cuz of exammies.... then i'll b back again. yay! haha... lame... sorrir again to all my frens hu haf signed here n i din sign baqck. ok? ok.. yeah... byebye. thank u all again. muahs

2003-08-21T19:33:00.000+08:00
haix. ok u dun need to tell me i haven written 4 v long. was trying to study for cheena last nite. wdv lorhs. so crap. my xi zhi or wdv u call it... looked like an attcking army of pakistans against err...iraqis. u cldn tell a freakin diff for e words lorhs. haix. ok. ANOTTHER TCHER TO ADD TO MY HATE LIST AT SKOOL: MOLLY LEUNG bloody bitch. she keeps scoldin me for not listenin. cmon lorhs. im not e onli one if she noticed. she keeps scoldin me n jac!!! argh~ bitch i tell u. hu can b tt freaking interested in bio n e stooopid repeoductive thingy anyw. not me at all. so y must i listen. i was anyw for e sake og my tests... but i dun n cannot fina any possible light to actualli b INTERESTED in it. kepps scoldin dae n nite. n even when i was explainin to her abt e thing!!!! i WAS EXPLAININ. tt dum woman shld go for liposuction n suck all her frekin fats out n her filthy head n brain.. if she even has one, or her head size mite b due to too much fat in her system. hope she dies of heart attack or sth. dum ass. ges wad. we haf grps for this dum maths thingy. its supposed to mk us actualli do our hmwrk. no wae man, i dun wanna do any of her work. cuz i already got tuition anyw. n this time.. i will get an A2. yeah... when e moon turns purple n drops bacon frm it until it deflates. sigh. OH NO!!!!!!!!! i havent studied for art yet! i haf to study e adobe photoshop thingy. no no no... im dead dead dead. better go build a coffin soon.. but id die anyw if my mum catches me cutting down her plants. hmmm.... better to die in my own hands than my mum's. tmr got home ed. we r cooking spag n salad n jelly. cool rite!? cant wait cant wait. tee hee. but its needless to say tt i'm so gonna screw e whole meal up. sighsies. damn my life. haf been reading a book i just borrowed todae. its pretty good. i finished iot already.. oh... yeah!!! so tt explains my suddinli increasing workload tt seems to swim back into my memory now.. eh heh heh... i changed e song for my bloggie. nirvana's cool.... and e all e small things one din snd rite anyw. had to collect money todae cuz im e lit rep..had to collect 26 dollars frm like..32 pple? i tell u.. i was supposed to get 800 sth. but i onli got up to 400. tells alot bt my class aint it. wel so anywaes, i tink anyone hu wld haf robbed me wld haf been dman freaking rich todae. but no one did. i ges im too short to actualli notice, good too. in case i get stripped of my post. i like it.. i tink ist pretty cool~ i had this realli strange dream of my me wearing braces. so chao ji gross man. i cldn even...smile? oh man, noe wad e worse thing is? i AM actualli gonna put on braces. oh man~ i'm realli scared. and for e record... i got commented on my looks ytd. notice i DIN say compliment. jo said i look liks this gal n i realli dun wish to look like her.. cuz e other time i was mistaken for her, it was by this mentally sick n retarded guy. eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww. cuz i tied bun ytd, n tt gal ties buns too. cuz i tied my hair in e morn n fnd out tt e ends looked as tho sumone put a tiny explosive inside there n set it off~ so no choice. anyw.. we r supposed to do this thing for errr...wassat~ err..home econs abt family. ticked my mum off cuz i said she was e main topic of my project. n when she asked wad e topic was.. i said it was e family member i fnd hardest to communicate w. man. her face went damn black. n she dao-ed me e whole nite. but i used my baby voice.. it was supposed to work. ges it just didn. oh wels. todae ate koka noodles in library for lunch todae. nicee~ gonna sk my mumsies to buy tt brand. hehs. gtg eat dinna now. ciao ciao~

2003-08-18T20:42:00.000+08:00
argh.. tried to make sum changes to my blog.. but my efforts were futile. dam dam dam futile. sighs, wdv larh. bloody thing. todae i got pressies frm pet ng n jean n mings. they pressies were damn nice. i realli liked them. yuppies.. actualli noth much happened in skool.. but me n jac webt to e toilet twice... as in.. walked into class after we went e first time.. then we walked out again.. so we cld skip miss tan;s lesson! ahaha!we took photos during recess.. all sorts of poses.. i tink e "loser" one was funny.... yeah.. n there was e middle finger one.. but we din tk it.. i got back my history paper back.. err~ i will not comment on how bad it was.. cuz it goes wtht saying. it was a total flunk, not tt i din expect it but.. haix.. n jac almost freaked e hell outta me by sayin wad.. i failed. i passed lorhs. ok.. but it was pathetic. we had a quiz for history todae. i bet every grp cheated lorhs.. heh heh.. obviousli mine did too.. but then we onli did it after getting 0 for e past 7 answers. in e end.. we still got pretty high. surprising. hahas.. bu7t we were 4 marks awae frm e highest. aww~ at least we were pretty honest.. i tink~ niwaes, for cheena, we had it in e library, n we were toking bt our bros n racist jokes... yepps. then we went to amk bus terminal to finish up our project.. we took photos of so many pple. i quarrelled w e bus terminal ctrl station guy. we wanted to tk a photo of e ctrl room n he said no.. n me n him were glaring at each other n i was like "y??" n he said "no, cannot tk" n tt kinda cont. till i got too pissed, walked to jac, tk her camera n tk e bloody photo anyw. i went to compasspoint w jac after tt.. i owe her... 9 90 now. i m seriousli broke man.. very very very broke. but i liked wad i bot~ then me n jac gv in to temptation at this shop.. haha.. crazy woman said she HAD to buy a keychain to mathcn her purse or she'd die or sth.. haha... i took e bus home wtht jac cuz she took 156 n i took 159. yeah... then a mad man sat bside me. oh man.. i was sooo freaked. he kept smiling at me.. i tried to smile back.. but i duno if he saw me sweating tho... he was like.. singing soo loudly.. n every1 on e bus was like.."wa-lau.. tt person damn suay siahh" kinda look.. y me?? n he asked me to sing along. er.. yeah.. i realli wldve, if i snapped n gone crazy to.. n if i wasnt already tt petrified frm e whole thing. if he danced.. i tink id have gone n sat on anudder bus. i've nv been so unlucky b4 lorhs. luckily he reached his stop..i fnd sumone hu sings worse than my dad tho.. haha... my bro cooked tonite.. we were watching this channel 8 thingy.. dunno wad e hell, sum treasure hunt or sth.. n i was tinkin " r they outta ideas or sth??" my bro agreed when i said it out... at tt rate.. mite as wel put an old lady on tv n say "e daily amazing adventures of an old lady." and 1 hr later.. see her advance by taking 1 step. my gosh. sad n pathetic i tell u.... i got morning jog back for hockey. i realli du understand e point of it.. i mean.. its like.. after competition already for quite a few daes? or weeks rather. stupid jude. i read sth bt him n my hockey board.. it went sth like "he is extremely gentle" i realli dun tink he taking my stick n hitting a hockey ball 4 stories up is gentle.. esp to my stick. but he can b nice.. every once in a while.. when the moon starts to turn purple n then red.. n then green... haix. gtg bathe now.. ciao

2003-08-17T21:28:00.000+08:00
i decided to post a poem i learnt pretty earlie.. cuz im bored n i din now wad to write~ hope u enjoy it

No Sko0L
tra la la boom dee ay
i got no skool todae
my tcher passed awae
i shot her yesterdae
i threw her in the bay
she scared e sharks awae
and when i pulled her out
she smelt like rotten trout
tra la la boom dee ay
i got no skool todae

hope u like it... i gtg look for info now. for this music project thingy. my tcher's name is jonathan cher?? err.. yuck e surname realli doesn match e name man... n he look soo... err...GAY. yeah... oh wel.. like i said.. gtg. bye bye

2003-08-17T17:49:00.000+08:00
My BdaE ToDaE~ I'm FouRteEn NoW!! hEeS
ytd i had my bdae party. it was damn cool lorhs. my frens came n played alot. actualli it was damn boring cuz we were watching hot chick n sum pple already watched it b4.. so we were all like dman sian n v bored. so then anyw, we just had dinner. we had pizza n KFC. damn yummies. then anne said we just play water bombs. so we took e pathetic amt of balloons tt amounted up to like...10? we used them finshed n then i realised tt e floor was floode w water frm e rain earlier on in e dae n it was pretty late at nite anyw.. we were on e roof garden.. so i kicked water at fangz.. then we all started kicking water at each other. ot was so funny. we were all drenched, n jacintha kept pouring water on me using a bowl. n they all suddenli started kicking water at me.. cuz i was e bdae gal~ ahaha~ then we got kinda tired after kicking water fir 30 mins, so we just sat down on e wet floor. n we all played truth or dare. so funny. fangz had to propose to my bro n his gf n zoe had to propose to my bro n i had to kiss my bro's gf on e cheek.. so malu. hahas. then we played tt for quite long until we ran out of dares n questions to ask.... then we met steffie's cousin, kelly.. yeah, she's so nice, she's frm england by e wae, n she's so chio n very nice.. so we were all crappin for rather long.. then we had to go back to my rrom n change b4 we had cake, then we had chjocolate cake. it was soooooooooo big! haha. i had to cute it even. i nv had such a hard cake to cut b4 man. but we all ate till we were full then went to my room n we all told ghost stories. it was so funny cuz e rest of them were freaking out. haha. it was so funny, then every1 went home, onli magged stayed ova. i was so cold at nite cuz she took my blankie~ waah~ ehh heh heh. nah lahh.. not realli actualli. we talked till 12 30 then went o sleep. this morning she left at 8 n i slept till 10 after i sent her off. i went for 11 am mass. so chao ji rush cuz i had to go back to church at 1 30. dammit. i had to go ol folks home.. ON MY BDAE!!!!!i tot itd be fine budden it wasn. n i had to like see this ugly n lame asshole for e whole time. he sucks but i will not mention his dum name. thank god he din sit my car if not i will haf to use mr dan 10000 disinfectants. i cleaned windows, n had to sweep leaves. n thwn i was looking for a mop to clean e floor, n this guy(another one) said "huh ure gonna mop e mud?" GENIUS! he's seriousli a great genious.... n ive flown to e moon b4. but he's nice larr... nicer than e other guy at least. yah.. i almost had to clean e toilet. but i din.. fhew~ anywaes, we discussed wad to do next week at e old folks home.. they said plae basketball or sth.. n this person said wad if we whack tt person;s face. i said tt person cld meet god faster n ming was like half luffin n scolding me. i mean, she oso said if we played checkers w them n we kept winning, theyd die of heart attack mahs. haha... my bdae todae... this is my happiest bdae year of em all!!!!! hee

2003-08-15T20:22:00.000+08:00
yay. ges wad genius me did todae? i had hockey rite? i brot e stick, e shin pads, e sport shoes...uh-hmm, PE shorts, yeah.. everything...EXCEPT E BLOODY T-SHIRT. sighs.. last time.. it was worse. i forgot e damn stick. smart smart me. freak it larrh~ytd i pointed a middle finger at a gal in my skool. she took my place lorhs. wtf. n slammed my bdae pressie on e table. very thx to tt bitch, not. i tell u.. if i wasnt tt happy ytd, she'd mite as well said hello as her head wld proceed to hitting e bloody table. i hate her n her freaking face. tmr is my bdae party. maggs is sleeping over. i can rmbr e last incident when we stayed at escape, not memorable man. she like.. had her waterbottle beside her when she slept.. then went to e toilet for like..5 times? omg.. tt woman ah... but she took charis w her.. not me. heh heh. but i hope it b fun this time. wel~ anywaes... i just got appointed a post in hockey.. i oso get xtra cca points too.. im e web leader. cool ehhs~ i represent e sec twos. hahas. finally sth to b proud abt. hehs. but i was pretty shocked, but still v happie. yaysies~haix.. todae damn stress..i want sumone else to b lit leader. anyone out there. i realli dun wana b lit leader anymr lorhs. i realli bui ta han. i m abt to die already? sighs.. hockey todae they played dog n bone.. y din i just bring my shirt!!!!! waaaaaaah~ i dun feel like writing todae cuz im pretty tired. my eyes look like this now 0_0.. panda eyes. haix... mite as well sleep now so i can get enuff rest for hockey tmr. im celebratin my bdae on weds recess... yuppies.. hope they dun sing.. so malu~ heh hehs.. wel, like i said, gtg! byebye.

happie bdae to me~happie bdae to me~ happy bdae to sammie~ happy bdae to me~ -heehee-

2003-08-14T15:34:00.000+08:00
todae had home econs. i tell u ah, i sure fail.. i mean they asked for wad e symptons of diabetes r.. n i wrote tt they were fat... err... tts so wonderful a symptom.. tts it.. CONFIRMED FAIL. but e rest of e class oso dunno n they all oso neh study.. so it wun make a diff. i tink all e tchers all make e paper like super easy n noe we all never study so it dun make no diff.. n oso, saves time on marking, just put 0 at e end of every paper. ahaha~ haix.. jac n i were so lame todae.. we were tokin in maths.. AGAIN. cuz she claims i influenced her to hate maths too. haha. anyw.. she said "sam, ges wad?" n i said "wad?" n she said "i just asked u a question" n i was like (-_-lll) n she luffed till she died..then she said again" sam, ges wad?" n i said "i dun wanna" n she said "pleeese?" so i said "wad?" n she said " u just asked ME a question! hahahah!" i totally dao-ed her. then she said "ok larr... just answer again ok? "sam, ges wad" n i just totally tried to ges e bloody answer.. n she said.."cmon, just play along...ok? sam, ges wad?" n i said "waaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddd" in e most droning tone, n she said" we just asked each other questions!" n she proceeded to luff till she died. then she rose frm e dead. haix... lame gal.. but it was actualli v funny e wae she said it lah.. i drank my whole water bottle n had to pee v badly in bio... i nv ran so fast to e toilet b4.. ytd oso... in lit... haix... i got a bdae pressie frm ammanda, it was a miffy clock. damn cute. hee.. now i just haf to tink of wad to buy for her.. haix.. so lame.. realli dunno wad to buy..nehminds.. i buy on saturdae when i go out.. anne asked me wad i wanted. n i said i dunno.. n she said she mite bake cookies... then i said i mite get diahrroea.. so she said she'll give me choclate ice cream instead.. hmms.. constipation. either wae e results sucks. hahas.. but e process dosen! hahas -wink- skipped PE cuz i hurt my knee in hockey ytd.. haha. mr phee din seem to believe me. tts quite reasonable.. i din look sick.. but it was troo~ i tink.. after awhile.. it stopped.todae they played basketball...hahas... fang n camilla r realli good... tho zoe n jac.. hmm.. they just provided alot of entertainment. hahahahahahahah. for e sick pple tt is. heh heh. zoe was realli cute cuz he basket ball went all over e place. jac fell down.. so poor tingy~ for cheens we played cpmputer again. hahah.. so fun!! we were reading junk email its surprising how any idiots can cum up w them. sighs.... haix... gtg eat lunch. cum back ltr.. muahs. bye

2003-08-13T19:02:00.000+08:00
ThaNk GoD We FouNd YoU~We HoPe YoU'vE haD ThE TiMe oF uR LiFe~
i just came back frm hockey n was tokin to jac goh on e phone.. haha.. realised one of our frens were in e 8 daes.. or so she told me. haix.. todae so cool. we played in e rain. but then ended up doing push ups and sit ups n crap. i wanted to hit balls instead, excuse the obscenity of tt sentence. but hitting is like wae mr fun than running. i ran so much todae i tink i mitve last like wad.. 100 kg? haha.. impossible, esp since im 40 kg.. i wish i were still 38.. niwaes, im like 154 rite.. then val sadi i was 147!? i was sosososososoosososososososo freaked. im like short already. i seriousli need a growth spurt. not s shrinking remedy. waaaah~ curse this bloody height. anywae, my dum bro put this on his com wallpaper "samantha loh u better log off frm e internet once ure done with it or i will personalli wring ur gonny lil neck" dum ass.. i hate him. todae had morning jog. 1 week pass damn fast rite? we celebrated for flor cuz she;s leaving for shanghai.... so gonna miss her. haix.. wel, we had 2 cakes so we celebrated ammanda's, jean's n my bdae. so cool. nv actualli celebrated it in skool b4. haha. finally passed xr her letter. if not, she will kill me lorhs. hahas. cake was yummy,, we even sang two songs. time of ur life n thank god i found u. its damn nice n damn touching, it was so nice~ but we sang like shit. it was so nothing to b grateful for. dman flor lor. she came to skool at 8 just for tt? n went home.... argh... time to migrate too. haha.nvm.. i havin my bdae party too. cant wait for saturdae!!!!! yeah!! ahahahah, oso, for hockey breaks, we made paper sampan n had a boat race in e water since e water was like.. quite high..haha.. i won e race! due to e fact tt we all cheated like mad. hahas. so fun tho. e lightning was damn brite. pretty freaked out.. haix.. gtg bathe n go for tuition. mebbe i write tmr. and to dear florence, whether ure reading this onnot, i wanna thank god for ever noeing u as a fren. i enjoyed e times we've had together n e fun we've had n e neoprints we took. its troo, for all its worth, its worth e while, hope u've had e time of ur life. luv ya~frens forever!-teardrops- dun forget all of us kaes? byebye~
A song for Flor.. e one we sang this morning.. bt definitely not good riddance!!

Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
Its not a question, but a lesson learned in time
Its something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what its worth, it was worth all the while
Its something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
Its something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
Its something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

2003-08-12T21:01:00.000+08:00
haha. jac, anne, zoe n pris came my house todae. we watched charlies angels full throttle for awhile cuz we were bored but pris was sleeping on e chair. haha. we missed e 159 bus so we had to wait all over again. we were tokin sooooo loudly on e bus, heh heh, so bloody paisehx.. cuz me n jac were listening to e cd tt i haf finally burned for her... so we din realli notice how loudly we were tokin. hahas. zoe had to make us shuddup. jac was trying to mk me sit w my legs closed. she said i shld act mr like a woman, er, no wae. oh great, all i was doing was just sitting w my legs open, no one wld like go n stare rite. wads her prob. but i still gv in 4 a few secs, then cldn stand it. i hate sitting so woman like. its so uncomfortable lorhs. we got back maths todae n i...PASSED. freaking hell! i passed! so happie.. cant believe i passed man, i was staring at it like i had gone crazy. hahas. was so happie~ then after that we had er.. chinese? me n jac were listening to e cd n we were like exchanging handphones in class. ah bao was trying to get his revenge on us by giving us anudder test. wad e hell man. crazy man, i mean, all we did was kinda ruin his entire life in st nix... but tts all rite?? heh hehx... [notice my wide innoncent eyes] hahas... but he;s so pathetic. its realli not my fault. tmr we r having a party for flor cuz she;s leaving to shanghai... we're singing. oh man.. me? sing? eeyer... i tink i will just mouth it n not do anytng. yeppies. tt wae, my class will still haf windows left for e balcony. actualli todae was like.. rather boring? im so depressed... i like e song "flavour of the week"... its damn nice... here r e lyrics!

Flavor of the Week

She paints her nails and she don't know
He's got her best friend on the phone
She'll wash her hair
His dirty clothes are all he gives to her
And he's got posters on the wall
Of all the girls he wished she was
And he's everything to her

Chorus:
Her boyfriend, he don't know
Anything about her
He's too stoned, Nintendo
I wish that I could make her see
She's just the flavor of the week

It's Friday night and she's all alone
He's a million miles away
She's dressed to kill
But the TV's on
He's connected to the sound
And he's got pictures on the wall
Of all the girls he's loved before
And she knows all his favorite songs

Repeat Chorus

Yeah

Her boyfriend, he don't know
Anything about her
He's too stoned, he's too stoned
He's too stoned, he's too stoned

Repeat Chorus

Yeah she's the flavor of the wek
She makes me weak

2003-08-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?
cool~ haha.. i tot i was nemo last time tho.. eh..eh heh heh.

2003-08-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

What's your usual [mood]?

2003-08-11T17:40:00.000+08:00
haha.. ges wad? my dum coussie's fren said sorry to me. wdv, he said he dun wan pple to hate him. snd so bloody sissy.. must b a GAY!!! haha.. nah larr~ niwaes..i ges tts y my cous likes him.. cuz he understands how gals feel.. since he has e mindset of one too. yuppies. but its good rite?? ok... fine.. mindset of a butch.. so he still likes gals? err..wdv, feeling damn crapped up. i owe sooo many pple stuff. this morning go to hall for sum wad.. er... student leadership thngy. i rated my leadership skills as 1 outta 6. but its troo..so heck carez. i had runny nose.. poor me. i hate sinus sooo much. u noe when they say like :sneeze 1 time then dunno sum idiot scoldin u or sth liddat> yeah.. doesn imply to me, i sneeze at least mr than 2 times.. n burp like.. 3 times in a row.. yups. hahas. my mum doesn like it when i burp.. but i like e snd.. its so funny. yeah.. in class my stomach was growling cuz i threw my bread awae. it tasted wae gross. then after that we had c lit? tcher scolded us again. but tts nt new.. then we had english CA? oh man.. it was so crap!!! i was going to write abt my ex-best fren.. or if she still considers me her best frn now..whicheva, its was still e same gal. but it turned out all so wrong. so i wrote abt a dum cousin tt doesn exist. but yoohenthran wun actuallli go n check my family line n look for tt person. so wad s e diff, i mean, like i wrote bout my dead grandmama.. then she's going to dig up my grandmama's grave? so i figured mite as well crap thru it. todae maths tcher quite ok. din curse her as much as i usalli wld. cuz i was too busy drawing. hehs. recess time we played b ball.. or rather.. fang min, cam, zoe n jac. i wa e umpire. haha... it was so crap, i almost got hit by e ball a few times. jac can actualli shoot! omg!! hahas.. kiddin jac.. quit beating me..or issit e other wae rnd? dunno~ lalala. hees. for cheena, we went to library n used internet. wa-lau. damn funny siahhs.. we were playing n kicking n pushing n we were all luffin at jac's wel-known n pathetic "u bully me" face. but its so funny n cute... yeah.. i din burn jac;s cd.. she asked to go n drop in e river of hell or sth... i din realli hear..haha.. n then we were like swearing on hu drew in my maths textbook. she said sth like "if it was me, i swear i will get malaria, n..(dunnoo wad other tings she said) and die" n i was just staring at her. then she said "wad!?" n i said "how cum u havent die yet?" n she whacked me. then she said i had to swear too. so i said if it was me, lightning wld strike me. and she said "dum ass, there's no rain" n i said "yeah.. so there wun b lightnin, so i wun get struck.. so im innoncent" ges wad? she BLOODY WHACKED ME...AGAIN. dammit. child abuse man. then we were just quarreling non stop then we realised maths was over. haha. history was fun. we had a quizzie. i tink we got lowest in class. cuz we're so honest. hahas. realli. ah, hu cares.. lose than lose larh. oh n she's on e phone n askin me to get my bro's butt home rite now to burn her cd... n threatening me to stop writing abt her. she's just so funny!!!! oh n she just asked me to die again. ahaha... n she just said she wanted to hack into my accnt.. n she ask me to gv her my password... ehh! very gv her leh.. MY ACCNT n i still gv her? siao ting tong. hahas..proves my point she's brainless... hahas. but she's so funny still.... ok..write at nite after i study......yups yups....

2003-08-10T20:41:00.000+08:00
hey.. actualli supposed to do tt bloody essay on wad... oh! caring for our world.. i felt like writing abt me being a child slave or sth... cool ehh... tho a lil retarded. nehmines.. i tink being a lil retarded wld mk one's lyf mr interestin yarr.. jac said i cannot write abt her in here,, but i pian pian will..ahaha. she BLACKMAIL ME. EVEIL TWIT. haha... lets all count down e time to my untimely death.. hope she still turns out for mie bdae party tho...so todae i dinhaf to go old folks home.. hehs.. its actualli next week... heh heh.. stoopid me. -giggles- but it doesn matter.. i tink id haf ended up sleeping there cuz i slept at 2? so tired.. this mornin my eyes were like.. oh bah ka.. dman black. tired larrs... haix...i m online onli for one reason. jacintha. man tt woman mite as well tk ova my whole life.. i haf to help her download her songs n burn into a cd.. actualli it was supposed to b given to her last week..but i din burn it then...so she wanted to kill me.. then when i called her, she said "i'll tell u tmr" after she threatened me ova e phone todae tt if i din burn it by then she'd do sth damn evil to me... ironic gal... haha... ok.. i ate prk rib noodle... yummies.. my dad asked me to clean up my room.. uh-hmm... ok.. i need a few mr ctrys to help me clean it up.. singapore aint enuff help.. sigh.. cleaning tt up i d rather clear e trees in mac ritchie..now i gotta clear so much stuff up. so maybe im not so much ina hurry to migrate to aust after all... ahaha~ i wan hockey to start soon.. dun want all dae zuo bo, chake leg n do nth.. its so...BORING. n i cant realli go out tt often anymr.. i just spulrged 90 bucks for mie bdae n im startin to regreat buying tt op skirt.. but it doesn helpa anyw.. heh... changed my template twice.. i realli liked e evil children one.. but it had this freaking serious prob tt i cldn solve. nah.. this one's beter anyw.. n got tt miving thingy at e bottom too! haha. i hate my cousin's fren.. he said sorry to me but i still hate him. he;s a LOSER... sorry ling.. but i just cant stand him n i bet vice versa.. haix.. yeppies.. my bro helps at church n i saw a banner he did todae. wae cool man. it was painted but it looked PRINTED. man, tt was bloody brilliant. haha.. todae was lousy.. i was so lethurgic n i felt nauseous too... almost puked in dada's car.. luckily came home on time... but then i din feel nauseous anymr. ehh? wdv larr~ im actualli watching atlantis e lost empire on disney channel but then im up here in my bro's room.. i shld b on my room using my comp. but i just had to go n mk my cpu get mr useless then my ability to read chinese properli. sigh sigh. hehs.. wel..better bathe. ciaos

2003-08-10T12:40:00.000+08:00
cont.. then we went to junction 8 after we ate sum sushi.. anne ate ice cream tho... yeah.. so anyw.. then we went to J8.. we met anne's fren... she was kinda freaking out.. but me n jac were like following him n his gf arnd n i tink they din realli notice us.. anne pulled us awae.. haha... n he even said tt was his cousin.. err.. yes, gees.. when u go out w ur cousin u wld just smile sooooo much rite? oh man.. gimme a brk. yeppies.. then we went to body shop too... jacintha was making us smell tt oceanus perfume thingy.. but i prefered white musk... but anne was just not happy cuz she said e smell was too strong.. so we went op instead.. i liked this skirt but e woman said it was better to try e red one first tho i wanted e dark bloo. she said try e size first.. fine.. so anne n jac follwed me to e dressing room n they waited outside.. when i tried it on. n came out, they luffed till they died.. so they got me e bloo one ltr.. dum guys.. luffed like so damn loud.. then i wanted a shirt to go w it.. those "frens" got me sth like a halter n forced me to put it on.. dammit.. so i did.. so malu.. it was damn revealing... i detest them so much for tt..haha...nah, kiddin. then we went to ice lemon tee cuz jac wanted to buy anklets or sth.. she took damn damn long so me n anne went to kalms first... after tt it was arnd 530.. so we went home..no, i went home cuz my mum said i had passed HER curfew..so anne n jac went o coffeebean or starbucks...not sure which... but i left first.. so tired when i reached home...yeah....wel./..tts bt it.. mum home again. dammit larr

2003-08-09T12:16:00.000+08:00
ytd we celebrated national dae in skool.. i wore red op shirt n white board shorts...n sum pple wore exactly e same shirt.. 6 altogether as i counted.. shldve just worn pink... almost red wads.. n my fren wore white shirt n bloo jeans.. i cldve done tt too! but i just had to wear red n white. better than e shirt my mum was trying to mk me wear... sth bout lovin s'pore. eww. no wae.. i dun like this cty at all... i wanna migrate to aust... but i got an op shirt instead. skool was ok... i kept tokin to my hockey fren, pet... yeah.. we crapped so much..then we went to amk mrt together/// or just took e bus... she went down one stop earlier... so i went w my nice senior(no sarcasm), fiona.. then i met jac.. jac pon skool cuz she dun wanna wear red n white n look like an idiot.. anne just din wanna go.. n i was going out w both of them.. yeah so they said tt i cld look like an idiot n then go find them in their nice looking clothes.. nice frens i tell u...just nice onli...not. then me n jac went cheers n took e mrt after tt...jac tried to mk me eat this sweet.. it was chao ji gross i tell u.. i spat it out... then we took e mrt n missed our stop..which was orchard...hahah...jac killed me.. cuz she was tokin on e hp... then when i looked out when e door was closing.. i said "oh..we just missed out stop..ah heh heh.." n she proceeded to pulverise me at somerset station.. but we reached orchard anyw.. n went to buy e tickets first since anne was takin a taxi to meet us at cine.. we bot e tickets for dadee day care.. then we met anne n went to heeren for awhile.. i wanted to buy this stussy wallet..but they advised against it.. i din tk their advice...but they pulled me out of e store b4 i cld do anytng,,,evil pple. evil. we went to this accesories shop... anne bot a bracelet n me n jac just did customised necklaces... was pretty nice i ges.. then we walked arnd summr.. n then went ot cine to eat lunch... we ate kfc.. until it was 1.15 then we went to sit in e cinema as e show was at 1.30.. e show was pretty funny even tho sum pple said it was lame.. it brot quite few luffs actuali... then we ate sushi at wisma after we went to bits n pieces...i nv been to so many jewellery shops in one dae b4... sighs...write ltr..mum home!!!

2003-08-07T22:08:00.000+08:00
todae had 2 tests.. quite ok but i tink im gonna fail them still....no use tinkin tt id pass..it rarely happens when i tink tt wae, studied like mad...mugged till i slept. heard sumone wrote in an email to e skool saying she was v distrssed abt e 2 tests in one dae issue.. i agree it sux..but aint this no diff frm mid yr n end of yr? worse.. we haf 2 EXAMS in one dae.. so i dun realli see y tt gal's so tight up abt .. but i agree it sucks. todae was yan bao bao's (my cheena tcher) bdae.. we sang him a bdae song.. 2 justice had sung too i tink when he went to their class... he was damn touched n damn happy... he even let us use e comps in e comp lab LEGALLY!!! tho i noe we use it even when we're not allowed to..but still~ valine n joanne were dancing in e comp lab.. so farnie.. i tink e staff room's ceiling mustve dropped off or sth. wel..PE was ok.. end of volleyball.. so sad.. we're gonna learn basketball now. so wun help me esp w this pathetic height of mine.. i just noe i m gonna suck at it.. prob knock down a few poles or sth.. damage skool property n get expelled..sighs.. e onli ting i prob can do is dodge e ball...n try not to get in e wae in case e ball whacks my face when sumone;s doing a dribble...we pooled money to get flor's bdae pressie.. wunda if we'll actualli get it tho.. i haf to gv 3 dollars mr..wel, after e tests.. i went home w jac since zoe was going to a skool to teach e..hmm...children hu tend to b a lil slower at tinkin..yah.. i tink id b too sad to teach if i was there.. so me n jac ate at mos burger.. tt idiot asked me if i had coins n i gv her my 10cents of all tt i had left... tt woman dropped it into e donation box.. i almost killed her.. until she returned e money.. heh heh.. bloody idiot.. hahas.. ate tsukune rice burger... was rather nice..but e meat wasn tt great.. i onli like e rice. heehee. we took neo print n it turned out damn funny.. were luffin like total idiots in popular .. so malu. then i took e bus home.. i met this guy hu i used to kick arnd at tution in p6...he used to b shorter than me.. n i caned him once cuz he dared me to.. hmms... n he eded crying n it took me damn long to explain..but no one belived it was he hu dared me. bloody jerk.. i swear id haf torn his head apart... if i wasnt already in trouble.. n todae i just felt revenge at my hands..but...heh heh... he was taller than me now.. n so is e rest of e wrld.. wdv larr..so i just reached home... so tired. i had 6 hrs sleep last nite n trying to study while my bro was trying to convince me heavy metal music makes one study betta.. of which he proceeded to takin out my cd..put in his, put it at level 16 n blasted it into my ears.. yeah, now i noe y pple study better w heavy metal music.. cuz theyre most prob deaf by then!!! dum gareth.. yeah... i skipped 200 times ytd.. my leg muscle is damn pain.. feels worse than my 3 hrs of hockey practice!!! sighs... haix..tmr gotta wear red n white.. so ooglie.. dunno wad to wear.. sum mr i wanna go out after tt..watch e movie daddy daycare.. hope its nice.. hahas..wel.. gotta run....byebye

2003-08-06T16:04:00.000+08:00
came back frm skool todae!!! actualli..dunno wads e diff.. i cum home everydae... gees.. sigh wdv. anywaesies.. i had noodles for lunch.. n i went home w zoe n her fren. they were busy insulting each other so i din make any effort to cut in esp since i was too busy luffin my head off too.. todae we had a skit in my class.. i was supposed to act e spoilt daughter..stormed off too early tho.. zoe was supposed to b e father n say sth like "hold ur tongue n go to ur room this instant!" to me after i said "im no child!" but i stormed off even b4 she cld say tt.. n when she did.. it just looked damn ridiculous, but oso damn hilarious
then fang chose e mother's name to b "nancy".. n e whole class broke out luffin at tt name.. ahahaha~ its a nice name...but just realli funny e wae zoe said it.. heehee... jacintha was sick again todae. so she din run 3 rnds like e rest of e sec 2s did...not fair... maths was horrible.. i cursed miss tan quite alot...but she din hear..good thing too.. i cursed alot mr than usual.. n e words were alot worse...ah heh heh. we;re gonna haf PE tmr! yes! i love volleyball! haha.... one time i hit it ova e wall...n zoe had to run 2 e carback to get it...heehee.. i said sorry so many times...felt real bad cuz zoe din scold me...hehs...anne came back todae.. n my flu;s over..occasional cough..but still ok. hmms... gonna haf pizza at my bdae... so happy.. v long time nv eat already....had lunch in skool...but still hungry. been eating alot of mangoes lately... jac said it was realli heaty...but i realli like those frm my skool. n anne tinks im gettin skinnier...huh? i havent had hockey for v long... n ive been gorging... so how can i b skinnier? but a normal person wldn realli compliment themself.. n i got nothing to compliment abt either anyw..hahas..so hungry~ better go eat a snack..

2003-08-05T21:23:00.000+08:00
i ate choco ice cream tonite...yumm..it tasted pretty ok... ate it w banana.. actualli.. i shld b studying for a damn test on thursdae..just dun feel like it..so tired. had to face a few insults tonite regardin my frens... like "man, ure fren is lamer dan a person w no legs" i mean..its funny n all....just maybe not on my frens? argh..hu gvs a damn.. niwaes, im going to old folks home soon...wonda wad i shld do there? definitely aint singing nor dancing or wdv..maybe i'll just clean up e place. my grp's rather hmm...black? i dunno how to phrase it...i mean.. its either their faces r black..or they r just tt wae.. majority mk up e scnd option.. im just brown.. but a lil mr hockey n ill prob b black.. i dun tink i even look e peranakan chinese gal im supposed to look.. prob adopted frm malay family.. haix.. got my belt sewn on already b4 another retardo sews on my belt again. it was so malu..standing in frnt of e whole class for 15 min whilst tt prefect kept accidentally poking me w e needle. dun tink she ever got past home econs.. i mean... looking at her is pretty bad enuff..she's realli quite pretty..but her " im a prefect so bow to me" kinda look just realli pisses me off.. wads so great bout being a prefect anyw.. i can b one too.. in a million years. florence is going to shang hai soon.. me n jac were suppose to go j8 todae to get e present but jac was too lazy... dum ass.. so we ended up all not havin anytng..but i tink we borrowed a favour frm jieying to get us e present tho..oj...heh heh... there's this guy..my cousin;s fren.. he's a major piantain an annoying asshol..so i logged into msn using my cousin;s nick n typed "u suck" n logged off.. i dun tink my cous will b too delighted noeing i did tt.. its not my fault e guy's such a loser..haix.. i owe maggs a letter.. shld i write it? or study history?? hmms... will tink after i bathe...yups~

2003-08-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

2003-08-05T16:15:00.000+08:00
ok...maths test was pretty ok..so studying for 2 hrs last nite was pretty worth it after all.... i tot i was screwed lookin at tt paper....but i realised.. i was...mr than screwed. haix....yeah. but tho i managed to understand e questions.. i seriousli dun realli tink id get past an A1...gees...im a failure. cum.lets count my failures...1, my skool work 2, my tests 3, my cooking... my 3 biggest failures... im no st nix gal man.. argh...forget it.. wel, todae was ok i ges.. tho i got tons of stress on me cuz of 2 mr tests, hist n geog... i realli dunno how im gonna pass any. i dun even noe wad e hell is a chief wdv his name is.. n a yang di pertuan negara...im going crazy!!! oh...we're supposed to act this script thingy.. im supposed to b e daughter.. yeah..cuz im e shortest? eh heh heh.. todae we wrote cheena poem in class... it was kinda lame.. but i tink i was busy replying to xr's letter so i cldn go n actualli contribute. oh yeah THANKS JACINTHA for passing me ur bloody flu..which passed frm fang, frm ammanda, n frm our source..anne. i almost died coughing last nite. no hockey this whole week... dunno whether to b happy onnot... cuz i tink it can b fun if the coach just leaves e non skool team alone...i like hitting.. i tink e onli position which i play, defence, is still e best.. ucz u stand at e back!!!... and do nothing.. tho u actualli do end up running abit..its realli nothing tt vigorous. todae..im a good kid.. i didn curse my maths tcher.. im so guai rite? maybe tts bcuz i fnd a use for her... to mk sure i pass my maths test. other than tt, she's useful if u need to scare sumone to death w her face. there was spot check todae.. ( when i find out hu's bloody paremts keep calling in n complainin, they r dead ).. i din sew my belt..but it realli isnt low.. i mean.. its still pretty moderate lors.. then this retarded prefect.. hu i realli dislike.. ive given her e name since...june? i dunno..but she's such a bitch. she was sewing my belt realli high.. n i fnd sumone hu;s sewing skills make me look supreme. n when she asked for a pair of scissors.. i just said "no" in a damn flat tone...plus i was pissed anyw.. n she just fnd e bloody freakin urge to whack me 2 times n say"watch ur attitude" attitude!? i'll show her attitude when i shove my skool shoe so high up her ass she can taste e fine quality of material e pple use for north star shoes. but i cldn, bcuz there was a tcher in our class..n prefects r alwaes e dum goody two shoes.. n this specifically retarded one, is alwaes trying to get into head monitor or sth.. she aint gettin my vote. not now not ever.but we were better off than my fren's class hu's tcher cut off their belts.... ooo.....poor them.. but i willl ge back at tt prefect.. maybe not now..maybe not v soon..but i will still get it. hmmms~ seems like these few daes arent so good... maybe its just me...sighs.. i wldn noe.. sighs.... oh no! my cartoon! i wanna go watch now! byebye~

2003-08-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

What's Your Personality?Find out!

2003-08-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

Which Disney Princess are You?Find out!
cool...... im belle? just not looks wise tho..wel, not to me at least

2003-08-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

tts not troo.. i can b gentle.. w..erm... my pets? wel..they still had pretty fast deaths anyw~ haha

2003-08-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

You represent... insanity.
You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.

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2003-08-04T19:44:00.000+08:00
haix....so sad. todae we went for e hockey finals...we onli got second place. tt sucked lor..tho i admit it feels great to haf gotten this far..but seriousli.. its better to b first, unlike those stuck up northland assholes... i hate crescent gals... another skool to add to my "hated skools list" rite after cedar... yeppies... they were like so happy we lost. i tink i said sth like 'fuck off~" n they kinda quietened. lame ass losers. haix... niwaes, i will ignore scums of e universe, back to e ting, i haf a maths test tmr. i studied till 12 last nite for history n there was no freaking test todae!! they postponed it!! argh!!! tts it.. i hate my vice principal alot alot alot mr. she is a...nvm... i'll get over tt.. to e happy tots now..haha...actualli...shit..mum's home.. must go study. dammit larr~ sighs..bye!

2003-08-03T20:11:00.000+08:00
actualli supposed to b studying for history... sighs. i hate being a sec 2. dammit to hell.. streamin. tts all my parents r concerned abt... "we're realli concerned bt u mei....ur streaming cums first too" sum care.. parents r usualli supposed to b supportv like "u shld tk mr care of urself..hockey sucks..relax.." but of course...being parents. they gotta haf everythng all complicated. sighs. typical. todae went ifor this dum thing at church...dunno wad err...ol folks home thingy. LAME SIAHHS. singing n all tt for like an hour n discussion for like..30 min? seriousli lame. i mean... wad has singing gotta do w going to e old folks home to do sth? i mean.. unless they need my singing to break a few windows, no prob, im on it.. but they seriousli dun need tt rite!? n they tink we dunno wad to say to e old folks.. i mean.. we cant possibly go in there n say "hmms.. nice place u got. but y r u here anyw? u got lousy children pal.." obviousli not rite.. gees... n my grp's real condemned. i hate it. n i dun tink im ever gonna enjoy myself at all. haix...mite as well do it for e ol folks.. i dun tink being stuck in a place facing 4 walls all dae is tt great.. mite as well mk their dae n get my CIP hrs too.. my bdae's cumin up... i noe i say tt alot of times..but im not hinting anytng.. i t just feels tt time is passing thru my hand real fast n i dun seem to feel it.. im not even excited tho im gonna haf a party.. theres gotta b sth wrong w me.. just cant figure out wad it is...oh wels.. history.. haix.. it sucks. i mean, ww1 n ww2 was real cool.. but not this democracy thingy. -shake head- nope..not my type at all.. i want...violence, horror... wars..n everytng else.. i realli realli dun care if david marshall had his desk under a coconut tree n had free juice everydae or sth. i realli cldn gv a damn.. but they insist we shld. y bother to learn all this! y y y y y !? i wanna b an illustrator..or cartoonist..or a designer.. not a historian!! i dun understand skool at all.. n im gonna hafta face tt bloody maths tcher of mine again. sth tells me im gonna curse her at least 5 times tmr..n then i haf a hist test summr.. its at times like this.. i rather haf cheong cheong's( my v principal hu's english sucks n speaks cheena too fast for my understandin) speech which lasts up to 30 min but feels like 5 yrs.. argh... st nix realli shld throw her out soon. parents seem to hate my ckool w a vengeance.. all dae n nite call in n complain abt our belts.. seems to hit on me not enough pple r workin..economic must b realli bad.. i mean... if those parents realli got nth to do..y dun they all make a club n go play golf or sth.. i mean, we already haf 24/7 spotchecks n it realli stinks.. earsticks cant haf colour.. then mite as well not haf earsticks in e first place. y cant we just wear earrings instead. oops... 809..better go study now b4 i fail yet another test n get myself realli screwed, so, ciao!

2003-08-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.

Made by
Sara

2003-08-02T17:50:00.000+08:00
The Three Corporate Lessons....

Lesson Number One:

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?" The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared,jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story is:

To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson Number Two:

A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story:

Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Number Three:

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!

The morals of this story are:

1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut

2003-08-02T17:34:00.000+08:00
More of What Life Teaches Us....

Always try to be modest. And be damn proud of it!
If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of mortgage payments.
Attempt to get a new car for your spouse--it'll be a great trade!
Drugs may lead to nowhere, but at least it's the scenic route.
I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize.
Everybody repeat after me....."We are all individuals."
Death to all fanatics! Chastity is curable, if detected early.
Love may be blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.
Hell hath no fury like the lawyer of a woman scorned.
Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now.
Eagles may soar, but weasels aren't sucked into jet engines.
Borrow money from pessimists--they don't expect it back.
Beware of geeks bearing gifs.
99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good.
And finally.... If at first you don't succeeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you....